New Year

So we are embarking on a New Year 2013!! 2012 was not my year at all I can honestly say I lost it all , car, computer, TV , and some what something in my relationship but the one thing I lost that was important to me is myself!! Yes I can admit I lost myself and who I am the life that I should be living. Yes it was many things that played a part in this but I have no one to blame but myself ! I need to get back to what was important to me and learn more about me ! The one thing I will say is I am resilience no matter hard I fall I always bounce back into place, but I'm getting tired a falling and dusting myself off again! I refuse to go into 2013 making resolutions that I will not keep. The one thing I will do us hold my head up to my higher power and pray for him to continue to work on me and with me!! This year has taking a toll on me I can really say. I have brought things and people back in my life that shouldn't be! Sigh well for the past month this has been on my heart I have to really let go of people places and things GOD I NEED U NOW MORE THEN EVER PLEASE HERE MY CRY KNOW IN MY HEART THAT ITS SINCERE I AM GETTING TIRED MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY

COMPLICATED

Can someone please explain to me why do people list there relationship status as complicated. Every relationship has complication so my thing is either your in one or your not. RELATIONSHIPS ARE COMPLICATED PERIOD.

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I HATE COMCAST

Ok so I get my bill today a whopping 336.25 last month and this month combined!! Ok so as I read the bill I notice there is a charge of 38.00 for cutting my service back on. WTF !!!! Why am I getting charged 38 bucks for something that came on automatically as soon as I paid the bill???? It's not like a person had to come out here and cut the damn thing I so why am I getting charged this damn fee???? So I call to ask a question on hold for 25 min!!! Finally I get a person and I discuss my bill but was also informed that starting January, 2013 they are no longer accepting promise to pay!!! What the hell this company robs you every chance they get. I PROMISE YOU AS SOON AS AT&T CABLE IS AVAILABLE IM SWITCHING . How can you not assist your customers with promise to pay isn't that customer satisfaction?? Man I really hate this company and they know they have us by the balls because without cable there is no TV COMCAST Y'ALL SUCK!! MIND YOU I JUST NOTICED THEY CHARGED ME TWICE FOR THE REACTIVATION FEE ONCE ON THE 21at and the on the 26 and the pics here to prove it..... COMCAST I HOPE UR COMPANY TANKS

Vices

Ok so for the next 30 days I will try my damnedest to kick these two habits before the new year. I am not making this a New Years resolution because let's be honest how many of us really stick to them. How many times have we said for the New Years I'm going to get back in the gym and start eating healthy and by February you have fell off the band wagon?!? I have on many occasions so I decided to begin before the New Years and see how it goes. So please take this ride with me and pray that I make it!!!

One eye open

All is forgiven but I still don't trust u. I will continue to sleep with one eye open.

Falling Apart

Sometimes when things are falling apart or seem that they are, they may be falling into place......Basically LET GO AND LET GOD DO HIS/HER THING

Gay Men Will Marry Your Girlfriends

My GOD this is TOOOOOOOOOOOO FUNNYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

Latoiya Williams Ballad of Jimmy Bones

Her voice alone is just simply beautiful. REAL MUSIC AND SINGER!!!

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Katt Williams Slaps Target Employee Full Video

What is wrong with him?!?!? Wait that was a stupid question. We all know whats wrong with him DRUGS!!! He had such a promising future. He has been fucking up his shows and so many other things. Now why I see why GOD does not bless every one with the riches of the world. It's a shame. I see this ending in three ways, Murder, Jail , or Over dose. I so pray for him and his family.

Facts about a VIRGO

I read so many things about Virgo's and some are true and somethings dont apply to all of US VIRGO'S. So being that I am a Virgo it's only right that I let you know a little about me. Now again this DOES NOT APPLY TO ALL VIRGOS This is just about me and what I have notice in myself and some fellow virog's.

11.Analytical, I analyze everything and my brain never seems to stop working or thinking .

10. Addictive personality. This is the worst and if it's not notice it can go in a downward spiral. 

9. Loves being home and cuddling with the other half. There are times when I dont want to be around my friends I just rather cook a good meal and watch a good movie and cuddle with the one I love.

8. Very Affectionate. Yes  I am the type that will caress your head and kiss you gently on your forehead to me it lets the person you know you love them without saying it with words.

7. ( NOW THIS PROB ONLY APPLIES TO ME) COOKING: I LOVE LOVE LOVE FOOD all types Indian, Thai, African, Creole whatever, I just love to taste and try new things. Now most Virgo's I do know they are very picky with there food. But me TUH HAVE FOOD WILL EAT!!!

6. VIRGO'S ( I ) WILL ALWAYS FORGIVE BUT NEVER FORGET AND I DO MEAN NEVER!!! ( PLEASE KEEP THIS IN MIND WHOEVER IS READING THIS)

5. When I love I love unconditionally and whole heartily.

4. LOYAL (there is nothing else for me to explain)

3. I am an Emotional person some people say its me being a drama queen, but I beg to differ. 

2. I believe in second chances and sometimes thirds depending on the person and how much time I invested. We are not all perfect hell I know I am not so hey it is what it is.

1. HOPELESS ROMANTIC, I believe in love and all that comes with it. Even though my life is not like the romantic comedy movies but they can be.  Even after being lied to and cheated on I still believe in LOVE and will never turn my back on it.

Now with this Like I said before THIS DOES NOT APPLY TO ALL VIRGOS, ONLY TO MYSELF! This list can actually go on and on but I didn't want to bore my peeps out there LOL.

It's done

The love as I knew is no longer we have loved each other for the past 6 years and its done. Do I want it to end no!!! But the one thing I can't and won't do is make a person stay when they want out. My heart is so heavy now but I rather be alone then stay in something where I am the only one that loves. And all his reasons are valid. I'm sure u want the reasons so I'm going to sum it up to one we are no longer good together. People do grow apart ! When a relationship ends its like losing a best friend it's like a funeral. I am not the perfect person never claimed to be. I showed who I was from the beginning all the drugs I did, the partying and all . Sometimes I feel like I would be better off gone its seems like I can never get anything right in my life . I'm a wreck I have not slept or eaten . The tears won't stop.....

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Preashea Hilliard | Make Me New

Ok So a friend of mines from NJ posted this on my page with the comment of " Watch GOD give you a great hug while you meditate on these Lyrics". And you know what I so needed this. It's funny how a person can say the right things at the right time. This is my mental at the moment, I want to be renewed again. I want to throw all pass negative thoughts and actions away and be made whole again. At the current time I am not part of a church family even though I need to be. I do miss hearing the word and all of it's teaching. I do miss feeling his spirit though out the church. I have to get back home!!! Enjoy

Heart

Sometimes my job does have a heart these are all the presents donated to the Salvation Army for the Christmas Angel . Honestly I am not in the Christmas spirit but this kind of pushed me a little! It makes think about all the kids that don't have and it really is not about us ( Adults ).

Questions

Why is it so easy to care but soooooo hard not to when it comes to matters of the heart ? Why is it so hard to understand where a persons feelings are coming from? I'm not saying to agree but damn at least acknowledge it! Why is it so hard for a person to see the part they played in hurting a persons feelings? Why is it so hard for a person to see that you will always have their back? Why is it so hard for a person to see the sacrifices made to love them unconditionally ? Well I guess these are all the questions in my head that will never get answered! 😞😞😞

Status

Know your status since this movie has come out so many breakthroughs have taken place PLEASE CRAZIES GET CHECKED OUT!!! This movie just breaks me down !!!!

So Simple

Sometimes it's the smallest things that makes a persons heart melt

John P. Kee & New Life - Life & Favor OFFICIAL VIDEO (@keetwit)

This song is on my heart, y'all don't even know that half of as a matter fact not even.........Happy Holidays!!!

Thankful

Four years ago, I was on the brink of suicide. I was at a point in my life where I felt worthless, and useless. I rather not go into why, just because when I forgave I also made a promise too no longer bring up the pass. But there is that five percent of me that wont forget. I wont forget that Thanksgiving day staying with my parents I couldn't get out the bed. There is that five percent of me that won't let me forget how my Mother And God Mother had to pray for me and over me because I let a person dictate how I should feel about myself. What's funny is four years later I am letting this person do it all over again but this time it's no suicidal thoughts, this time I know I am worth everything loving and caring in my life. So if this person wants to call themselves mad let them, I refuse to take more years off my life worrying about what you think of me. Life is to short. I will continue to love this person unconditionally until there is no more love left in me. The reason I am am also choosing to write about this, is because I need to release it from me. I needed to put it in the atmosphere so it no longer belongs to me. I am a loyal, loving, kindhearted may be a bitch at times complex person, but what ever he thinks I am I am NOT! So hell yea I am thankful!! I am thankful for my higher power opening my eyes and helping me realize I am way better then I was 4 years ago!

COMCAST SUCKS

Ok so I called today about my Comcast bill and they tell me I am late and it will be 264.00. So I asked the "SO CALLED" Customer service rep to explain to me how is the bill so high, well the fuckers charge you a month in advanced for the service that you haven't even used plus the 132.00 that was for this month. WTF you got to be kidding me!!! on top of that I was speaking to a rep that was in the PHILIPPINE WHATTTTTTTTTTTTT I damn near died. So you know what I did....Yelp I asked him does he have Comcast and of course the answer was NO another WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFF  Moment!!! These American companies outsource help, pays them pennies and they treat us the Americans( THAT USES THERE PRODUCT) like shit. needless to say I still have to pay the past due by Friday or my shit will be off!!! The kicker to me though is I asked the FILIPINO REP for a corporate office number so I can complain and here is what the little crap said " YOU HAVE TO TELL ME THE COMPLAINT, I WILL THEN TELL MY MANAGER, WHO IN TURN IF THEY FEEL LIKE THE COMPLAINT IS WARRANTED, THEY WILL CALL ME BACK WITH A NUMBER TO CORP" Another WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF Moment !!!  PML!!!!

BILLS ARE THE DAMN DEVIL

Bills.....How can I say this "GETS ON MY DAMN NERVES"..... I rob Peter to pay Paul, but then I have to throw Paul in the choke hold to pay Amy. The thing is I have no one to blame but my self . From student loans to fucking late ass cable bill I have no one to blame but me!!! Sometimes it seems like the illegal hustle is the only way to make it even if you are legit with two jobs it just does not seem like enough. I thought this holiday I would be able to do something for the love ones in my life but man it sure don't look too good! All I can do is put it in my higher powers hands and hope for the best. If I have to do without-then so be it. Oh and I am sure you are wondering why the pic with the tear, well that is how I am felling right now and...YES I did cry please don't judge me I'm human!

I try

I try my best to be your all, but for some reason I feel like I always come up short.....

Christmas wants

Normally every Christmas I want anything that shines but honesty this year I don't care . I rather see my loved ones happy opening there things from me. During the year so much is done for me. I just pray that my finances are correct so I can put a smile on the faces that I love ! Honestly I'm truly blessed and I know everyone says it and yadda yadda ya but I am if you guys knew where I came from or walked in my shoes you would feel the same . So it's my turn to put smiles on others. If it sounds like I am rambling on I'm slightly tipsy !!!

When life gives u lemons

U know me and the other half was just thrown a curve ball!!! Smh but it is what it is , but I will say this when life gives us lemons we will make a lemon drop daiquiri . I will always keep in my mind that everything happens for a reason what ever reason it is we may never know......just accept it and move on and find a way to get past it!!! Through it all our higher power will always have our backs!!!

Speaking of a PML

Ok I get to work cut on the computer and it tells me windows is not genuine and no Internet connection come on man I have shit to do!!! Ughhhhhhhhhh so now I have to sit at another desk use someone else's computer who mouse sucks ass and its bright as I don't know what!!! See people say it with me......


Phuck

My

Life

Now the the tech people are gonna take forever to see what the problem is . Which means my work will be pushed back and not by choice THIS SUCKS ROCKS

PML

Phuck

My

Life

Sometimes that is how I feel lmaooooo I'm sure we all have a bill that comes up , or something as small as traffic!! But in all actuality I love my life and all the trials and tribulations that comes along with it! But it's just a moment when sometimes u just have to say PML.......

Pork taco

Ok so we were able to try the Aurburn BBQ truck and it was actually good!!! It's was layered with slaw and some special sauce which to me was the star of the taco !!! The sauce married everything together u know what like threesome lmaooooo !!! Unfortunately we were not able to get the full effect because of time!! I would recommend this place on a Good Friday early evening or a Saturday afternoon when you and the girls finish shopping. It's actually cute for date night it beats the the restaurant food chains which is all over GA it gives us an opportunity to support our local chefs and business !!

Foodie

Ok so it's a wonderful day in good ole Atalanta Ga!!! And we are trying the food park...... Wait they close at 4 and its 3:11 ughhhhhhhh

Random Thought

The election is over people and our FIRST AFRICAN AMERICAN PRESIDENT HAS FOUR MORE YEARS!!! YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH but am I the only one sick of the Romney jokes and the We come this far by faith mentality? Now don't get me wrong I too was nervous on Election night and could not even watch the news. I mean my stomach was in knots and I had to go to sleep. I much rather to wake up to the news if he won a second term or not. But DAMN PEOPLE here it is four days later and you are still wearing that same damn T shirt you had on Tuesday night, you are still rapping I GOT 99 PROBLEMS BUT MITT AIN'T ONE" Let it go and let the MAN do his job!!! CAN I GET A AMEN I pray I Don't get slack for this post but hell it's my blog ** KANYE SHRUG***

Beyoncé - Why Don't You Love Me

The Visual for this video is just everything!!! Not sure if it's my mental but this is my feelings at the moment!!!

Confused

Love is funny or is it the people or God listens? That moment when one is ready to throw in the towel love or God throws a curve ball and things seem a new and these are the moments that makes me hold on or I'm just a fool in love or love anguish and pain and all the ups and downs that comes with it !!!!

Emory University students say they were sexually assaulted - CBS Atlanta 46

Emory University students say they were sexually assaulted - CBS Atlanta 46

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!

Human being

Regardless if we want to admit it or not but we all need love we all crave love! I hear so many people say
" I'm happy being single" and those are the same ones that want what u have. Yes Being single is probably fun 3 months out the year summer but what about the other 9 months? Are relationships easy no they are not it is a full time job almost like a career u know doing something u love so u stick with it!! I will never trade it in for anything in this world I accept it with all its ups and downs and surprises !! Wow this post as me in tears as I walk to the gym that has never happened ok!!

HAHA Food for thought

I don't have to be the person that has all the answers, I will never be!! I am not GOD he is the only one that sees all and knows all. So I will no longer beat myself up because I don't have the answer or worry myself trying to find the answer...............

Am I the only one in the world that wants this???

At times this is how I feel. I am a hopeless romantic that doesn't care about the expensive things in life, but this. Why is it so hard to find or as people to do?

Kelly Price - Mirror Mirror Album (playlist)

Does anyone remember this song?!?!?!?

Acknowledge my feelings

Why is it when you tell a person that they hurt your feelings it's so hard for them to apologize ? The thing is it's not only about an apology but the fact that you took into account of how you made a person feel even if you don't agree. At that very moment they are letting you know u have them feeling some type of way and we forget that even though we may not agree, we must take into consideration every persons feelings are valid . A persons feelings should not be tossed to the side like yesterdays news in the wind. I think today people don't know the true meaning of unconditional LOVE. I do know it may seem like I only blog when I am going though something and you know what it's true! I sometimes feel like I have no one to turn too. This blog is a way of me letting go and letting GOD!! If I release it in the universe it no longer belongs to me. Am I looking for answers???  NO but I can not hold on the hurt feelings or negativity if so it would do nothing but make me resent and harbor something I have no control over. And like I always say I am responsible for the effort and not the outcome. So if I let you know how I you made me feel ( That is my effort ) and you disregard ( That is the outcome ) I will accept and try my best to move on. 

Missy Elliott Ft Beyonce-Crazy Feelings

My Oprah's Haha moment

When I write in my journal or pray to my higher power I always pray for us, and this morning I realized that I can pray for him and pray for myself totally separate!!! I can no longer question y he acts a certain way or treats me a certain way! My only concern should be me becoming a better and loving person and to love unconditionally and to show me my wrongs and help my to identify . I can no longer pray for a change in him if he is not doing it for himself! I only can pray for his well being and health. I will no longer take responsibility for his actions or his attitude I love him with all my heart and soul but I can't beat myself up any longer.

National dog day I call it non human

Yummmmmmmmm

Men Period

Ok so I guess men do have cycles (PERIOD)  like women!! I am so not in the mood today! I don't want no one coming to my desk asking me anything. I don't want no stupid ass phone calls. I'm just not in the mood!!! I wonder if I am the only male that feels this way. I'm also emotional why I don't know, I just am. There is a part of me that rather punch somebody in the face instead of dealing with the bull crap at work. It's one of them days when I rather be balled up in bed with snacks, and a box of tissue watching The Notebook, or even better Philadelphia ( THAT MOVIE ALWAYS GETS ME)  and ball my eyes out. **SIGH** JUST ONE OF DEM DAYS 

Syleena Johnson & Monifah at SOBs 10/05/11

Is it just me

Why is it that being gay = death ? I wanted to ask Facebook a question : what would u do if u woke up and your wife/lover/significant other was dead ? Meaning reaction!! So then I was asked why would I asked that question with the stigma of being gay ? Meaning most gay men die of aids !! WRONG!! Anyone can die in their sleep, choke on spit , Hell took sleeping pills, heart attack, stroke . Why because a gay man asked this question the first thought is AIDS???? I think that way of thinking is of a closed mind .......Death is a part of life we all have to do it . I do wonder who would cry at my funeral, I do wonder what would be a reaction hearing about my death. We all want to be loved and missed hell I just wonder the reaction would be cause I won't get to see it. Am I wrong for thinking this way am I wrong for thinking about death a subject so taboo. Maybe it's me !!!

THAT SHI CRAY......

Money Mayweather REALLY it's not that serious!!! But I do wonder if I had that type of money would I be the same way. When I look at some of the price tags of what some of these celebrities wear I find it outrageous, but then again I guess if I had the money I would make the same purchases. But this pic to me reminds me of a lil lost boy that has to show what he has on order for others to like him. IN OTHER WORDS HE LACKS PERSONALITY !!!!

Act Like You Know

Act Like You Know: When Stevie introduces Joseline to a new artist he is working with, Joseline understand why she is there and not recording in the studio.

Brutal Girl Lumps Up After Taking Hands To The Face Over Twitter Beef

 As I watch this makes me tear up and actul my heart just dropped. The social media was not for this purpose. And whats even more worse is her parent or aunt or older cousin watched this all go down. not one person did anything to break up this matter or diffuse it! I am literally in tears and not a good way

LIL MOUSE-GET SMOKED Official Video DIR. P.NOBLE @MouseMyers

Ok I don't know whats scarier the fact this 13 little boy is rapping about killing people and doing drugs or what his parents are teaching him!!! Our nation is all screwed up, I blame society!

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Traffic

I just need to get this out I HATE TRAFFIC!!! Wheeeeeeww I mean come on man I'm around the corner ( it took me a few seconds to spell the word corner) a drive that takes 15 because of traffic it takes 45 min!

Death

I think about it a lot!!! Yea I know it's hella late and I have to be to work in 6 hours. I'm up hacking up a freaking lung !!! I really need to give up smoking!! Back to death I always wonder how would the other half react waking up to my cold emotionless Body? Would he jump up and scream would freakin ball... Or would he jump up and just stare at my lifeless body? I wonder....

Rihanna

I love a person that cares less about what u think. She smokes what wants she screws who she wants!!! SHE IS A GROWN ASS WOMAN ND SHE CAN DO HAS SHE PLEASES HELL SHE HAS THE MONEY TO DO SO! Do I think she should be a role model no I don't . I think that the people in our communities should be. Parents and Grandparents, big brother and sister . This young lady does not make music for kids she is no longer 17. Society is to blame

Relationship

When we marry or get into long term relationships ( I like to call it playing house ). I think we forget that we also have to deal with attitudes and yes sometimes it may either hurt our feelings or even upset us. We have to remember we are in it for the long haul not just a fly by night person. People are not something you can just throw away like a piece of gum when we get tired of its flavor. It's hard as hell but if we love the individual unconditionally then we have to learn how to accept them short Cummings and all!! I am not only posting this for others but also myself!! Man I tell ya relationships are hard work and like full time job but I wouldn't trade it in for anything in this world

Sunday dinner

Curry chicken/chick peas
White rice infused with cilantro and green onions
Collard greenland stuffing
Cooking makes me happy if I could do this as a living it would be perfect.P Cooking is also therapy for me an a way to relax

My two babies

These two bring me happiness ❤❤❤❤

Professional help

Ok so I have been having these thoughts and yes sometimes they do include hurting myself. I guess as long as I don't act on it right??? But there is a part of me that feels if I was no longer here that others in my life would be better off! I know this is deep but I honestly cannot talk to anyone else out there. I think I need to seek professional help so I can get these thoughts out. I kind of look at this blog as therapy for me u know kinda like a diary that I barely use . And also you know what they say if you put it out there in the atmosphere u release it!!! Just know this blog world a brother is tired!!!

GOD DO YOU HEAR ME?

Dear GOD,

The say ask and u shall receive well for the last few months my life has been spiraling out of control. There have been countless times I asked you for help and to deliver me but I'm sorry to say this GOD but sometimes I feel like it's falling on death ears!!! I need you more and no one else knows this than you and I !!!! I ask you god to come in my life and heart!!! I'm waiting for the setup of a comeback. I don't want you to think I am not grateful for the blessings you already have placed in my life and I thank you for it not as I should and maybe that's the problem!!! Maybe I just answered my own question I need to give you more in order for you to keep working on me? I don't know just know this GOD I am asking for your help love your child Damian. Amen

Life

I can honestly say I live a boring life and when I feel like this way it only brings me trouble!!

Top of stone mountain

Let me tell you this mountain is so amazing but it sure did try too kill me today

Surprised

There are certain situations that happen in our lives that we have no control over we have too accept what it is and leave everything in our higher powers hands nd not think but KNOW THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE OK... Sometimes we have to laugh to keep from crying... So at the moment I am rolling on the floor, but deep down inside I want to cry nd rip someone's head off!!

RIP DONNA SUMMER (December 31, 1948 – May 17, 2012)

KUDOS TO OUR PRESIDENT!!!

I am so happy and proud that our First African American President is reconizing same-sex marriage. He heard the LGBT communities cry. Others oppose, saying that a marriage should be sacred between one man and woman. It appears to me that the straight communtiy is upset because this was the one thing they had left that was there own but um "CAN THE LGBT COMMUNITY LIVE????". Why wouldnt you want us to share the anguish of divorce and infidelity, heart break and get what is due when we fry each other in court. It's funny how the str8's only quote the bible when it fits a situation they dont like but never in their own!!! THE HIGHER POWER I SERVE AND BELIEVE IN GOD WOULD NEVER CONDEMN A HUMAN BEING FOR LOVING AND CARING FOR  ANOTHER THAT WAS NOT HIS TEACHING!!! BEING A HOMOSEXUAL DOES NOT MEAN WE ARE  MOLESTERS!!! EVERYDAY A WOMAN IS GETTING RAPE, AN INNOCENT PERSON IS BEING SHOT AND KILLED, A CHILD IS BEING BEAT FOR NO REASON AT ALL BUT THE WORLD WANTS TO BURN THE LGBT COMMUNITY FOR LOVING ANOTHER!!! LIKE REALLY UGHHHHHHH! MY HAT GOES OFF TO MY PRESIDENT AND THE GOALS HE HAS ACCOMPLISHED WHILE IN OFFICE!!! What say you my fellow crazies????

MTO WORLD EXCLUSIVE: Actress Lauren London BREAKS UP With R&B Singer Trey Songz . . . After He REFUSES To Get Her PREGNANT!! - MediaTakeOut.com™ 2012

MTO WORLD EXCLUSIVE: Actress Lauren London BREAKS UP With R&B Singer Trey Songz . . . After He REFUSES To Get Her PREGNANT!! - MediaTakeOut.com™ 2012

Dekalb county sucks and there police too!!!

Ughhhhh I'm sitting here waiting to be assigned probation for 2 tickets. One is for a suspended license which is a damn lie I have a limited permit, I can drive back and forth to work but the gay female officer wasn't listening and she towed my car. Second ticket is for making a wrong left turn during the wrong hours 7-9 am ughhhhhhhh I'm really starting to hate georgia like really!!! Up north NY to be exact we don't have to go through this bull shit!! OH AND I LEFT THIS OUT THE FEMALE OFFICER ALSO ARRESTED ME!!!! SO NOT ONLY DO I HATE DEKALB COUNTY BUT ALSO GAY FEMALE OFFICERS AND SHORT MALE CORRECTION OFFICERS ALL U GUYS SUCK!! I'm done venting!!!

Back in bizness

Hey fellow crazies I am back I know it's been a min but think GOD I'm still here I's here ( in my whoopi voice ) so much to catch up on !!! ❤❤❤❤

LONG TIME NO SEE

Well its new year and my first post, it's not going to be long. I just wanted to say I am in the hospital with meningitis for the 5-6 time in four years...due to mold in the vents at my apartment I think. At this point in my life I am tired I am tired of fighting for good health, I'M JUST TIRED!!! If death was to come at my door honestly I would welcome it with arms wide open.