LONG TIME NO SEE

Well its new year and my first post, it's not going to be long. I just wanted to say I am in the hospital with meningitis for the 5-6 time in four years...due to mold in the vents at my apartment I think. At this point in my life I am tired I am tired of fighting for good health, I'M JUST TIRED!!! If death was to come at my door honestly I would welcome it with arms wide open.