What's your thoughts on plastic surg!!

As a young boy I never really cared how I looked until about the age of 15 when I came out the closet. Once out the closet I felt that my nose was to big along with my forehead. I felt my ass was pancake flat. As I have got ton older those feelings have went away (somewhat). Even though I have been told countless times I am handsome, pretty, sexy, beautiful etc.....But I think there is always room for improvement...Whats your thoughts? Or am I just that fucked up in the head!!!

BORED AS HELL

UGHHHHHHHHHHH so I am sitting at my desk watching the clock....AND 5 O'clock cannot get here quick enough!!! This week went by so fast I guess with all the work drama and shit it would! Well thanks now Friday is almost upon us!!!! I have no plans for the weekend but to sit there and look stupid, well for me that is hard to do! STUCK UP! I think so! Well let me go in the blog world and see whats going on and bring back to you guys so you can see me rant!!!! MUAH BRB

I just need a peace of mind

Morning it's 9/14/2011 and today all I want is a peace of mind!! Yesterday was somewhat a trying day I let a person take me out of my zone. No I am not kicking myself in the ass for it..it is what it is, I just pray that today brings peace and quite. For today I will sit at my desk doing my work listening to my music and no hip hop I find that it gets me krunk and if I want peace that will not help. I also think I am over Georgia, not by any means do I want to move to New York but I want change. I know this sounds like an excuse but if my parents weren't senior citizens and my grandmother in her late 80's I would move at the drop of a dime. To leave my mother at this time is a no go, not only are my parents older so is my partner's parents, and if something was to happen I'm sure I would feel like shit!!! I know I am just rambling on but these things have been on my mind since yesterday so I am just getting it out of me and off my chest. Well anyway let me get some type of work done and try my best to have the negativity to bounce of me. GOD please keep me safe from any weapon that is formed against me! AMEN!

Are you better you in a relationship?

Today an interesting topic was brought up "I'm not good at being single" and I thought about it for a min and thought neither am I!! When I am single I do the unmentionable in every aspect...Not a good look!!!! What are your thoughts? When you were single have you woke up next to someone and got very where the fuck am I and who the hell are you, or you slept with someone and kicked urself in the ass? I have, but the funny thing is I don't care at that moment they filled a void that I needed filled! I can't lie there have been times when I said WTF did I just do! I will say this being single helps you appreciate your future relationships whether bad or good!

I AM REALLY STARTING TO DISLIKE BANKS

Without me saying so much about my personal info. Wellsfargo charge me 3 times for nsf fess which I knew about but the kicker is they charge me a fourth time and still paid the bill that was trying to collect so lets do the math 35*4+260=400.00. When I was looking at my statement on line there was nothing there showing how and why this amount of money. I contacted customer care and was informed of the transaction above and when I asked" why would they still pay when the funds weren't there" and Customer service response was "It's at our discretion of what they want to pay" So you mean to tell me you are gonna charge all the NSF fee's and then pay them!!!!! BANKS SUCK THINKING ABOUT GOING TO THE OLD DAYS AND KEEP MY MONEY IN A SHOEBOX!!!!

I THINK I NEED TO LAY OFF THE DRINKS!!!

OMG, Ok so on Saturday my bff had a BBQ and the drinks was flowing.....I have never been the type of person that was a drunk texter or drunk crier.......WELL BABY I was the drunk texter on Saturday going off on any and everybody!!!! I AM SMDH TO MYSELF!!!! Let's just say next time I drink I will leave the phone at home!!!! It was bad to point where I to apologize to people!!!! UGHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Monica Featuring Rick Ross - Anything (To Find You)

WOW I love this song even more. Miss Monica gives us a visual for "Anything". The original had LIL KIM on it but Momma Wallace Biggie's mother stop that....SMDH Miss Wallace girl get over urself. Shit outside on Monica Kim did her damn thing Rick Ross sounds like a FAKE ASS BIGGIE!!!!! UGH Officer Rickey get your own style!!!!! Antiway I love it enojoy!~

My new addiction!!!

Ok I am so addicted to these damn noodles!!! I can have my lunch or money in my pocket but crave these damn noodles!!! Yes I know they are no good for you due to the sodium but they taste good and fill you up, and the best part is they are CHEAP!!!! when I go to the store I buy at least 10. SMDH at myself I know you guys are too!

SOMETHING IS REALLY FREAKING FISHY AND I DON'T LIKE IT!!!

About a month ago I lost my Itouch, and today I find it in my gym bag!!! I know I didn't put it there, but I will get to the bottom of it and find out who did! TRUST ME ON THAT! If I think it is who it is (HIM) I am going th HELL off!!! I'm sick of his detective playing ass!!!! 4REAL~

THANK YOU FOR A JOB!!!! BUT LORD KNOWS I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE

Hello Blog world I am done!!!! I am at work and DO NOT want to be here I want to be left the hell alone!!! I am still coming down off my BDAY weekend. Please pray for me!!!