New Year

So we are embarking on a New Year 2013!! 2012 was not my year at all I can honestly say I lost it all , car, computer, TV , and some what something in my relationship but the one thing I lost that was important to me is myself!! Yes I can admit I lost myself and who I am the life that I should be living. Yes it was many things that played a part in this but I have no one to blame but myself ! I need to get back to what was important to me and learn more about me ! The one thing I will say is I am resilience no matter hard I fall I always bounce back into place, but I'm getting tired a falling and dusting myself off again! I refuse to go into 2013 making resolutions that I will not keep. The one thing I will do us hold my head up to my higher power and pray for him to continue to work on me and with me!! This year has taking a toll on me I can really say. I have brought things and people back in my life that shouldn't be! Sigh well for the past month this has been on my heart I have to really let go of people places and things GOD I NEED U NOW MORE THEN EVER PLEASE HERE MY CRY KNOW IN MY HEART THAT ITS SINCERE I AM GETTING TIRED MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY

COMPLICATED

Can someone please explain to me why do people list there relationship status as complicated. Every relationship has complication so my thing is either your in one or your not. RELATIONSHIPS ARE COMPLICATED PERIOD.

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I HATE COMCAST

Ok so I get my bill today a whopping 336.25 last month and this month combined!! Ok so as I read the bill I notice there is a charge of 38.00 for cutting my service back on. WTF !!!! Why am I getting charged 38 bucks for something that came on automatically as soon as I paid the bill???? It's not like a person had to come out here and cut the damn thing I so why am I getting charged this damn fee???? So I call to ask a question on hold for 25 min!!! Finally I get a person and I discuss my bill but was also informed that starting January, 2013 they are no longer accepting promise to pay!!! What the hell this company robs you every chance they get. I PROMISE YOU AS SOON AS AT&T CABLE IS AVAILABLE IM SWITCHING . How can you not assist your customers with promise to pay isn't that customer satisfaction?? Man I really hate this company and they know they have us by the balls because without cable there is no TV COMCAST Y'ALL SUCK!! MIND YOU I JUST NOTICED THEY CHARGED ME TWICE FOR THE REACTIVATION FEE ONCE ON THE 21at and the on the 26 and the pics here to prove it..... COMCAST I HOPE UR COMPANY TANKS

Vices

Ok so for the next 30 days I will try my damnedest to kick these two habits before the new year. I am not making this a New Years resolution because let's be honest how many of us really stick to them. How many times have we said for the New Years I'm going to get back in the gym and start eating healthy and by February you have fell off the band wagon?!? I have on many occasions so I decided to begin before the New Years and see how it goes. So please take this ride with me and pray that I make it!!!

One eye open

All is forgiven but I still don't trust u. I will continue to sleep with one eye open.

Falling Apart

Sometimes when things are falling apart or seem that they are, they may be falling into place......Basically LET GO AND LET GOD DO HIS/HER THING

Gay Men Will Marry Your Girlfriends

My GOD this is TOOOOOOOOOOOO FUNNYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

Latoiya Williams Ballad of Jimmy Bones

Her voice alone is just simply beautiful. REAL MUSIC AND SINGER!!!

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Katt Williams Slaps Target Employee Full Video

What is wrong with him?!?!? Wait that was a stupid question. We all know whats wrong with him DRUGS!!! He had such a promising future. He has been fucking up his shows and so many other things. Now why I see why GOD does not bless every one with the riches of the world. It's a shame. I see this ending in three ways, Murder, Jail , or Over dose. I so pray for him and his family.

Facts about a VIRGO

I read so many things about Virgo's and some are true and somethings dont apply to all of US VIRGO'S. So being that I am a Virgo it's only right that I let you know a little about me. Now again this DOES NOT APPLY TO ALL VIRGOS This is just about me and what I have notice in myself and some fellow virog's.

11.Analytical, I analyze everything and my brain never seems to stop working or thinking .

10. Addictive personality. This is the worst and if it's not notice it can go in a downward spiral. 

9. Loves being home and cuddling with the other half. There are times when I dont want to be around my friends I just rather cook a good meal and watch a good movie and cuddle with the one I love.

8. Very Affectionate. Yes  I am the type that will caress your head and kiss you gently on your forehead to me it lets the person you know you love them without saying it with words.

7. ( NOW THIS PROB ONLY APPLIES TO ME) COOKING: I LOVE LOVE LOVE FOOD all types Indian, Thai, African, Creole whatever, I just love to taste and try new things. Now most Virgo's I do know they are very picky with there food. But me TUH HAVE FOOD WILL EAT!!!

6. VIRGO'S ( I ) WILL ALWAYS FORGIVE BUT NEVER FORGET AND I DO MEAN NEVER!!! ( PLEASE KEEP THIS IN MIND WHOEVER IS READING THIS)

5. When I love I love unconditionally and whole heartily.

4. LOYAL (there is nothing else for me to explain)

3. I am an Emotional person some people say its me being a drama queen, but I beg to differ. 

2. I believe in second chances and sometimes thirds depending on the person and how much time I invested. We are not all perfect hell I know I am not so hey it is what it is.

1. HOPELESS ROMANTIC, I believe in love and all that comes with it. Even though my life is not like the romantic comedy movies but they can be.  Even after being lied to and cheated on I still believe in LOVE and will never turn my back on it.

Now with this Like I said before THIS DOES NOT APPLY TO ALL VIRGOS, ONLY TO MYSELF! This list can actually go on and on but I didn't want to bore my peeps out there LOL.

It's done

The love as I knew is no longer we have loved each other for the past 6 years and its done. Do I want it to end no!!! But the one thing I can't and won't do is make a person stay when they want out. My heart is so heavy now but I rather be alone then stay in something where I am the only one that loves. And all his reasons are valid. I'm sure u want the reasons so I'm going to sum it up to one we are no longer good together. People do grow apart ! When a relationship ends its like losing a best friend it's like a funeral. I am not the perfect person never claimed to be. I showed who I was from the beginning all the drugs I did, the partying and all . Sometimes I feel like I would be better off gone its seems like I can never get anything right in my life . I'm a wreck I have not slept or eaten . The tears won't stop.....

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