Virgo

Ok not sure if you know anything about Virgos but I'm here to tell ya we are worry warts we worry about everything. Along with being a worry wart I am also a hypochondriac I mean for the simplest thing like a bump on my back I will go to the ER, to me a thinking a simple sprain ankle is a broken in too 52 places one . But the worry thing gets me the most, and the thing I worry most about is death and when will it takes place so when it does happen I will be emotionally prepared for it but death one is never emotionally prepared for . Losing a loved one is the hardest thing I could have ever experienced as a matter of fact it is the worst thing to date that I have I experienced even though I knew there was a possibility of me losing my mother nothing prepared me for the emotions that it would bring. From laughing at the good times ( which was many ) that I shared with my queen , to crying and even contemplated suicide because not dealing with life seem more better then going on without Mommy. My higher power God and The fighter in me knows that my work here is not done so clearly that didn't work obviously I'm here talking to you guys lmao. Then there is the worry of losing my father I mean I think of it when I wake even before I sleep at night . Daddy is the only one ( Parent ) I have left so making his life last a bit longer is a priority. I know it seems selfish but what can I say I love that little man and all the little quirky things about him, I love cooking for him and making sure he eats daily why not he's my Dad my Papa Alston. So daily my prayer continues to keep this in it " dear God please at least give me five more years with my daddy cause I can't take losing another this year Amen. What say CraZies am I alone with this type of thinking?!?!?