Fuck fuck fuck

Fuck fuck fuck I did good all the way up until they are discharging me. I pucked up everything and now it's starting to feel like winter!! Please say a prayer for me I CAN'T AND I WON'T LOSE THIS FUCKING BATTLE . I guess if I knew what I would of been going through then it won't make it a testimony and after this i sure will have one. This is making me fight harder for life. If I could find ways to party and get high then I can beat this shit!! Night Night