Cancer = Punishment

Omg I feel like I'm about to go crazy !!! I can't go no where with out wearing a mask no one visits me after the first week of calling and checking on me it all died down. My mind is going freaking bonkers . I can say even though I'm in a house full if family I still feel alone . U would think the other half would even come over and keep me company no... which I get no ones life should stop because I have the big C . I know this is gonna be a long journey but hey I'm down with it, I just have to accept what it is and suck it up. This is the first time I have wanted to cry in a week !!