BEING KEPT IS NOT ALWAYS THE BEST

UGHHHHHHHHHHH. I AM SO FRUSTRATED RIGHT NOW, WHOEVER SAYS BEING KEPT OR TAKING CARE OF IS THE BIZNESS IS A MOTHERFUCKING LIE! NOTHING WORST THEN HAVING TO WAIT AND DEPEND ON SOMEONE TO HASH OUT THE CASH. I REALLY NEED TO MAKE SOME CHANGES! FOR REAL AND THERE REASON FOR WANTING TO HASH OUT THE CASH IS BECAUSE I WILL BUY THINGS AND THEN JUSTIFY WHY I BUY THEM! IF YOU JUST GIVE ME THE DAMN CARD AND GIVE ME A LIMIT THEN I WOULD NOT SPEND OVER THAT! I TELL YOU! I DON'T THINK I CAN DO THIS FOR TOO MUCH LONGER! PRAY FOR ME!