Excited.Com

Ok can I just say I am so excited about the new season of The Braxton Family.....Sn: I feel like shit I am so sore, I guest wasn't doesn't kill u makes u stronger...#TEAMGOHARDORGOHOME....see yall tomorrow...Muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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We are our worst critcs

Why as humans we critic ourslevs and look like we are nothing!!! Take a read below and tell me whats ur thoughts?

Daily Mail has the full story below:

Her eating disorder began following her parents’ divorce when she was 11.

Comfort eating caused her to balloon to 105 pounds, and she was teased at school and lost confidence in herself.

At 13, she says, ‘I pretty much stopped eating’. After a drastic weight loss, friends began complimenting her size ten figure and her family did not spot the dangers.

Miss Jones said: ‘Mum just thought I’d lost my puppy fat. I was happier.’

But within two years her weight was down to eight stone and her periods stopped.

Rebecca, 26, only weighs less than 40 pounds, but she says being able to wear her 7-year-old daughter's clothes gives her a "sense of pride" and makes her "feel good."

‘I was often so frail, I couldn’t get out of bed,’ she said.

She met Maisy’s father when she was 19 and studying at Manchester University. She had assumed her anorexia had left her infertile and had no idea she was expecting until she felt a kick. A scan revealed she was 26 weeks pregnant.

‘I had no idea,’ she told Closer magazine. ‘I was still in a size six, hadn’t put on weight and my stomach was flat.’

Doctors urged her to eat chicken for protein and take vitamin pills to help her baby, but her stomach wasn’t used to them. ‘My boyfriend tried to tempt me to eat, but my stomach was so used to eating tiny amounts, proper food made me feel sick,’ Miss Jones said.

As a result she survived on a diet of bread and beetroot during pregnancy and put on only 7lb during that time.

Nevertheless, Maisy was born healthy, but small at 5lb 7oz, and her mother couldn’t produce milk to feed her.

After splitting with her partner, Miss Jones went on to a virtually liquid diet which took her weight down to five stone.

‘I picked up one of Maisy’s skirts and it fitted perfectly,’ she said. ‘Maisy is 4ft 5in and wears 9-11 clothes. We share tops and jeans.’

Now her daughter’s weight has overtaken her as she enjoys cakes, chips and pizza. ‘It’s wonderful to see her enjoying cakes,’ said Miss Jones, who lives in Manchester. ‘I’ve told her I have an eating disorder and she knows it’s a bad thing.

‘And if she wants chocolate, I say yes – I don’t want to deny her food.’

She admitted that Maisy worried about her mother’s weight and would try unsuccessfully to get her to share portions of cake.

Earlier this year, blood tests revealed Miss Jones had dangerously low potassium levels – a condition known as hypokalemia, which causes extreme muscle weakness. She now has her potassium levels and heart rate monitored at regular check-ups.

Doctors have warned her she is at risk of a fatal heart attack if she does not put on weight.

‘I’m terrified I won’t see Maisy grow up,’ she said. ‘I’d love to eat – I can think of nothing nicer than going out for lunch with Maisy, but I can’t.’

Bodybuilding Motivation - The more you do , the more you get (Muscle fac...

This is my inspiration!~~~ ENJOY!

Today's workout!!!

OMG all I can say is I work my ass off in the gym today, Back, Bi, Bike, and Jump rope!!! I am worn out. I know with this working out it sometimes is frustrating due to not seeing results!!! Yes I do know that it takes time but damn I been working out for the last two years...U KNOW WHAT I just had an OPRAH HAHA moment...It's me My diet and drinking.....I really need to get myself a break. Well anyway I will not stop ( of course sickness or death ) I will push until I get to my goal!!!!

LIL'KIM - I'M NOT THE ONE [LILKIMFRANCE] HQ RADIO RIP

I SEE U KIM BLANCO!!!!!!!!!!

Rhymes with Snitch | Entertainment News | Celebrity Gossip: Rihanna Responds to Pregnancy Rumors

Rhymes with Snitch | Entertainment News | Celebrity Gossip: Rihanna Responds to Pregnancy Rumors: The other day Rihanna pregnancy rumors made the rounds and when a random fan called Rihanna out for getting knocked up, RiRi responded in t...

Heavy D & The Boyz - The Overweight Lovers In The House

All I can say is WOW!!!

Heavy D & The Boyz - Mr. Big Stuff

NOW TELL ME THIS WAS NOT THE SHIT!!!! RIP HEAVY!!!

RIP HEAVY D May 24, 1967 – November 8, 2011

WOW Heavy D dead at 44. I grew up to this man and danced to his videos and tapes at talent shows!!! What is so ironic is he tweeted his condolences to Joe Frazier hours before he passed away his self! It goes to show you that live every day like it's your last and love hard and long life is too short!!!

IGGY AZALEA - Pu$$y

THIS RIGHT HERE...THIS RIGHT HERE IS THE MOTHER FUCKING SHIT!!! U BETTER GET YOU A PIECE!

Iggy Azalea - My World

THIS CHICK GO HARDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!

WTF!!!!!

Ok so I am on you tube and other sites and found some things I would love to share with you but WTF the sites won't let me post to my blog, but it will let me post to facebook!!!! UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH I will figure this out one way or another and let you know!!! On another note this is the third of my Facebook Diet and I am HAPPY! Now don't get me wrong I am going threw withdraws but I still have not logged into or even check status updates.....WINNING!!!!! LMAO!!! Oh and this is second week of training WINNING!! I just pray nothing derails me!!!

R.I.P. JOE FRAZIER

Michael Jacksons This is it movie

Ok so after the verdict of the Michael Jackson. Trial was read " Guilty " Vh1 shows his last movie and all I can think of was " his ass must be higher than a mug" and if he was killed like his Latoya said!! Thinks that make u go UMMMMMMMMMM hummmmmmm!!! IJS

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THIRD TIME IS A CHARM~

Ok so after Saturday being on FB all day I decided to go on a Facebook diet!!! I know I know Y you say? Facebook can get you into a lot of trouble some good and some bad. I don't want neither. So today makes number two!!! Wish me luck!!! Damn I just look at the last date I made a post September 15th...WOW this is bad with me and I have to do better!!!!! Oh yea I am back in the gym after taking of two weeks UGHHH this is my second week, and I must admit it is kicking my ASS!!!!

What's your thoughts on plastic surg!!

As a young boy I never really cared how I looked until about the age of 15 when I came out the closet. Once out the closet I felt that my nose was to big along with my forehead. I felt my ass was pancake flat. As I have got ton older those feelings have went away (somewhat). Even though I have been told countless times I am handsome, pretty, sexy, beautiful etc.....But I think there is always room for improvement...Whats your thoughts? Or am I just that fucked up in the head!!!

BORED AS HELL

UGHHHHHHHHHHH so I am sitting at my desk watching the clock....AND 5 O'clock cannot get here quick enough!!! This week went by so fast I guess with all the work drama and shit it would! Well thanks now Friday is almost upon us!!!! I have no plans for the weekend but to sit there and look stupid, well for me that is hard to do! STUCK UP! I think so! Well let me go in the blog world and see whats going on and bring back to you guys so you can see me rant!!!! MUAH BRB

I just need a peace of mind

Morning it's 9/14/2011 and today all I want is a peace of mind!! Yesterday was somewhat a trying day I let a person take me out of my zone. No I am not kicking myself in the ass for it..it is what it is, I just pray that today brings peace and quite. For today I will sit at my desk doing my work listening to my music and no hip hop I find that it gets me krunk and if I want peace that will not help. I also think I am over Georgia, not by any means do I want to move to New York but I want change. I know this sounds like an excuse but if my parents weren't senior citizens and my grandmother in her late 80's I would move at the drop of a dime. To leave my mother at this time is a no go, not only are my parents older so is my partner's parents, and if something was to happen I'm sure I would feel like shit!!! I know I am just rambling on but these things have been on my mind since yesterday so I am just getting it out of me and off my chest. Well anyway let me get some type of work done and try my best to have the negativity to bounce of me. GOD please keep me safe from any weapon that is formed against me! AMEN!

Are you better you in a relationship?

Today an interesting topic was brought up "I'm not good at being single" and I thought about it for a min and thought neither am I!! When I am single I do the unmentionable in every aspect...Not a good look!!!! What are your thoughts? When you were single have you woke up next to someone and got very where the fuck am I and who the hell are you, or you slept with someone and kicked urself in the ass? I have, but the funny thing is I don't care at that moment they filled a void that I needed filled! I can't lie there have been times when I said WTF did I just do! I will say this being single helps you appreciate your future relationships whether bad or good!

I AM REALLY STARTING TO DISLIKE BANKS

Without me saying so much about my personal info. Wellsfargo charge me 3 times for nsf fess which I knew about but the kicker is they charge me a fourth time and still paid the bill that was trying to collect so lets do the math 35*4+260=400.00. When I was looking at my statement on line there was nothing there showing how and why this amount of money. I contacted customer care and was informed of the transaction above and when I asked" why would they still pay when the funds weren't there" and Customer service response was "It's at our discretion of what they want to pay" So you mean to tell me you are gonna charge all the NSF fee's and then pay them!!!!! BANKS SUCK THINKING ABOUT GOING TO THE OLD DAYS AND KEEP MY MONEY IN A SHOEBOX!!!!

I THINK I NEED TO LAY OFF THE DRINKS!!!

OMG, Ok so on Saturday my bff had a BBQ and the drinks was flowing.....I have never been the type of person that was a drunk texter or drunk crier.......WELL BABY I was the drunk texter on Saturday going off on any and everybody!!!! I AM SMDH TO MYSELF!!!! Let's just say next time I drink I will leave the phone at home!!!! It was bad to point where I to apologize to people!!!! UGHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Monica Featuring Rick Ross - Anything (To Find You)

WOW I love this song even more. Miss Monica gives us a visual for "Anything". The original had LIL KIM on it but Momma Wallace Biggie's mother stop that....SMDH Miss Wallace girl get over urself. Shit outside on Monica Kim did her damn thing Rick Ross sounds like a FAKE ASS BIGGIE!!!!! UGH Officer Rickey get your own style!!!!! Antiway I love it enojoy!~

My new addiction!!!

Ok I am so addicted to these damn noodles!!! I can have my lunch or money in my pocket but crave these damn noodles!!! Yes I know they are no good for you due to the sodium but they taste good and fill you up, and the best part is they are CHEAP!!!! when I go to the store I buy at least 10. SMDH at myself I know you guys are too!

SOMETHING IS REALLY FREAKING FISHY AND I DON'T LIKE IT!!!

About a month ago I lost my Itouch, and today I find it in my gym bag!!! I know I didn't put it there, but I will get to the bottom of it and find out who did! TRUST ME ON THAT! If I think it is who it is (HIM) I am going th HELL off!!! I'm sick of his detective playing ass!!!! 4REAL~

THANK YOU FOR A JOB!!!! BUT LORD KNOWS I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE

Hello Blog world I am done!!!! I am at work and DO NOT want to be here I want to be left the hell alone!!! I am still coming down off my BDAY weekend. Please pray for me!!!

WORK PERFORMANCE EVALUATIONS

Ok so today we get our evaluations...let's see how this turns out! TO BE CONTINUED!

100 MILLION DOLLAR BLACK MAN!

This is an example of "We fall down, but we get up"!!!! Mr. Vick just signed a deal with the Eagles for 100 Mill!! That's right you don't have to take a double look!!! 40 mil is GUARANTEED he will get around 16 mil in each of the first year according to the AJC! Let me say this I am happy for him, and pray that he does what he has to do and not get caught up with bullshit cause with that cash the BULLSHIT will follow! Now that I got that out I NEED TO TAKE UP FOOTBALL WTF 100 mill for running around and tossing a fucking ball!!! Damn can the people that assist others to get health coverage, housing and medication get a quarter of that. I know plenty of agencies that help people with HIV/AIDS to better themselves that would need it! Call me a hater or whatever but their are plenty of people and non profit agencies that can use that money. When the nonprofit agencies are out there in DC marching for funding why are these companies not throwing money out there like that! WELL IT'S AMERICA SO IT IS WHAT IT IS! BUT IT REALLY SUCKS THAT WE HAVE PEOPLE THAT ARE DYING, BUT CAN GIVE A MAN 100 MILL TO TOSS A DAMN BALL. COMPANIES WE HAVE TO DO BETTER DEATH IS KNOCKING AT YOUR BACK DOOR U FUCKERS!!

GET OFF THERE DI@*K!!!!

Finally Mr. & Mrs. Carter announce to the world that she was expecting during her performance at the MTV video awards!!!! I am so happy for the couple and wish them nothing but the best! Once the announcement was made ALL THE HATERS CAME OUT!!! Ugh let them live and be happy, from bloggers to us regular folk everyone has something negative to say Ex: " I refuse to believe she is really days ago she was dropping it like is hot" and she posted pics of her from her 4 concert. Come on now why go through all that what are you trying to prove get off there dick! Oh and lets not forget about the people that thinks she can't sing! U FUCKERS GET OF THERE DICK!

SLEEPY

I am so sleepy this morning, traffic sucked!!!!! The normal way I would come to work was backed up all the way too highway 78. I then decided to go up Scott Blvd. and turn up N.Decatur Rd. Why did I do that it was even worse, so I turn off and make my way to Clairmont and come up the back roads to work.....OF COURSE IT WAS BACKED THE HELL UP!!!! UGHHHHHH I use to always wonder why people would be tired or sleepy coming in to work now I understand! I understand why ROAD RAGE is in America, these people in GA are the worst drivers. the drive like they are Sight Seeing KEEP IT FREAKING MOVING!!!! Have a blessed day guys I just had to go off for a min.

36

So on September 2nd I will be 36!!! WOW is all I can say, I am truly blessed. I remember when I was 16-17 I always would say I would not make the age of 30 due to the life I lived....Robbing, fighting, drugging and getting locked up. God had other plans for me I have lived in several states attended a University and learned how to love! I may not be where I wanna be, but THANK GOD I am not where I use to be. Normally on my birthday I want gifts and lots of them (ESPECIALLY THINGS THAT SPARKLE NO LESS THEN 2 CARETS PLEASE LOL) But this year I just want to be surrounded by my loved ones and enjoy life no fights and no arguments just having fun and love!!! There is nothing better!!!

36 and truly blessed

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I FAILED!!!

Ok so yesterday was suppose to start my FB diet...FAILED majorly within the first 3 hours.....UGH oh well I will keep you posted.....See you in a min I GOT WORK TO DO....FOR REAL!

WATCH THE THROWN...UM I RATHER NOT!

Ok Jigga and Yezzy is some dope ass rappers let me state that off the bat!!! WATCH THE THRONE SUCKS!!!!!!!!!! HATED IT! I am all for them having money, but for us that don't we need not hear what you have on just about every song!!! Also why the hell is the hottest track in my opinon "OTIS"not on the deluxe CD????? What are your thoughts?

WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS PIC, IF YOU HAD TO ADD A CAPTION WHAT WOULD IT BE? MINES IS "EVA MY PUMPS ARE MORE SICKENING THEN YOURS" UR TURN!!

IS ANYBODY OUT THERE!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

Ok when I started this blog, it was to voice my opinion and views on things that go on in the world, and the craziness in my life. To date I have 6 followers YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA for me! THANK U VERY LARGE but no comments!!! My question is "WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU GUYS"......Well anyway I will not let it stop me from posting, yes I may take a break every now and again but I will always post! OH AND TO ALL YOU NOSY BITCHES OUT THERE GET A FUCKING LIFE YOU WASHED UP HAS BEEN! OH YEA I KNOW YOU BE ON HERE!!!

TODAY I AM SAYING NO TO FACE LET'S PRAY IT'S LAST!!!

Ok so today I am challenging myself for a whole 24 hrs not to post on facebook. No status updates or videos!! The one thing I can do is comment on my friends status's!!! This is gonna be hard and also funny!! When I am upset I post on FB to get others views or I just go the hell off and don't care who reads or what they have to think. PRAY FOR ME!!! The good thing is I should be able to put more of my thoughts on here and see what you guys think! WISH ME LUCK!

Angry Grandpa: Pissed After Casey Anthony Is Sentenced.

ALL THE THINGS HE IS SAYING IS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL ABOUT MY JOBS PROPOSE SMOKING BAN AND PAY!

YOU GOT TA BE KIDDING ME!!!!

So this morning I am not feeling it!!! Traffic was annoying and, I get to work 30 min late!! The KICKER is when I get to work my Senior Director says "Damian I have to show you something" she pulls up the company website and it reads" TOBACCO SURCHARGE COMING 2012, starting Jan 1, 2012 ----- University will implement a $50 per person monthly surcharge on medical contributions for faculty and staff who use tobacco products". YES U READ IT RIGHT 50 BUCKS ON TOP OF THE 654.00 PER YEAR THEY CHARGE FOR PARKING!!! YES WE PAY TO PARK........THEY ARE RAPING US!!! I am done!!! SERIOUSLY PEOPLE with all the stress that goes on in departments you want to take smoking away and charge us!!! When it comes to raises we have to wait two years!!! If it wasn't for me needing this Job or having a savings I WOULD BE OUT!!!! TRUST! The good thing in all this I AM QUITING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I REFUSE TO GIVE THEM anymore than I have to to!!!

THIS IS NOT ABOUT YOU GET OVER YOURSELF!

It kills me that whenever you post something on FB the world thinks it's about them!! GET OVER YOUR FUCKING SELF!!! The world does not revolve around you or the ground you walk on! There are many aspects of persons life that does not concern people on FB! STFU! UGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Am I the only one that finds that annoying?!?!?! COME ON! The kicker is after you put ur post up they want to post something 5 min later! CHAWL PLEASE KICK ROCKS AND WHILE U AT KISS MY ASS! U FUCKER! Now back to our regular schedule program!!!

FB AND THE NAMES THAT CHANGE

Ok so of course on FB today (SN: You would think I dont have work to do) I noticed a lot of added names, middle to be exact "PRETTY" and when you look at the profile picture let's just say major FAIL! Everyone can not be pretty, and why change your name to it also when you have a face that only a mother can love!!! UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH GROW UP PEOPLE FB IS USED TO CONNECT WITH FAMILY AND FRIENDS, AND I'M SURE THEY DON'T CARE HOW PRETTY YOU ARE EITHER!!! LET'S BE REAL IF YOU WERE THAT PRETTY YOUR PROFILE PIC WOULD SPEAK FOR ITSELF#IJS! THOUGHTS ANYONE??

"THE 4MILLION DOLLAR KID"

Ok So I was over at my girls necolebitchie.com (SN: When I grow up I want to be like her) and came across this article about Miss,. Willow Smith! She has made People's Magazine's richest teen list!! GET THIS she's not even a teen yet! Miss. Smith racked in a cool 4 million for her song " I whip my hair" !! KUDOS TO THE SMITH'S FOR DOING SUCH A WONDERFUL JOB! NOW CAN YALL COME THE THE THE "A" and rub some of that creativity on me! I would settle for a cool MILL! THANKS!!!

SWINGING WITH THE FINKLES!!!!

Has anyone else sat and watched this before? Of course from the name u can guess what its about. A couple hits a rough patch and decides to swing to add spice into their relationship. Well let's just say it didn't work. My question is would u be able to swing, and what length would u go to save ur relationship? This I have no idea, its so much involved all insecurties will be out the window. Trust would be gone, my feeling is if he is letting me swing with him why can't I do it by myself?!?!?! What do u guys think?

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Peter Gunz Confronts Affion After Making Fun Of Cory Gunz In A Parody On...

Well The spoff did not go to well with one of the rappers "COREY GUNZ" father "PETER GUNZ" and while the comedian was on a radio interview PETER GUNZ popped up to express his distain CHAWLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE It was all in fun and take that damn hood off and shades! GROW UP!

"IN THE FLOW" JAY-Z, KANYE, LIL WAYNE, CORY GUNZ, & FREEWAY (SPOOF)

Ok so comdien AFFION CROCKETT made a Spoff video Of Jigga, Yezzy and others what are your thoughts?

BORED AT WORK

Ok so I have been at work since 8:10 which is early for me and our system has been down!! WHY THE HELL WONT THEY LET US GO HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ugh I feel like screaming and kicking it's so freaking boring! Just needed to get that off my chest! Thanks!

Beyoncé SLAYING 1+1 in Idol dressing room

She is just amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jay-Z & Kanye West - Otis [official Music video]

Ok so the visual for the long awaited bangger "OTIS" came out yesterday. All I have to say is I wanted more!! They are doing all this braging and you just cut up a Maybach!!! Come on where is the glitz and shit! But hey that's just me! What are your thoughts?

" OH SOPHIA HOME NOW"

Hey guys I know, I know where the hell I been!!! I think I lost interest in blogging anymore because I feel no one reads!!! I know I should not be worrying about that and should use this as a platform to state my opinions or to get stuff off my chest. SO DAMN IT TO HELL THAT IS WHAT I AM GOING TO DO! We need to catch up on the latest gossip in the media world and of course the craziness in my mind! MUAH WORLD I'M BACK!

Sheen's Korner -- The Disturbing New Rant

Sheen's Korner -- The Disturbing New Rant

Its' been a minute

HEY YALL ( in my Brittney spears voice) i know its been a few days since I last posted well lets just say the start of my week was no fun! I woke up Monday morning @ 1:14 to be exact and went to the bathroom got back in the bed and started wheezing like crazy, and I'm not talking about just a lil noise you here I mean it sound like somebody was pouring water down my throat and I was trying to save myself! I was up trying to combat it myself. I did every I tried the steam shower, face over boiling water, drank water and NOTHING! Finally I decided to take my butt to ER (350.00) and they gave me three breathing treatments and three antibiotics via IV, Vicodine, morphine via IV ( SMILE ) and oh yeah a percocet at 5:50 by the time I left @ 6:08 cloud 9 was approaching very quickly, by the time 9 pm hit I was on cloud 50! Needless to say they doctors say I have Chronic Obstructive Pulomanry Disease! To all my smokers out there quit while you are ahead! I quit last April when I was 34 and I started smoking when I was 14. I have a tattoo across my chest that reads "LIVE LIFE NO REGRETS" and I do, but I will say smoking is one habit I regret ever picking up! So if you smoke NICOTINE give it up! Let me get my tail back to work, I will hit you guys up in a few so we can catch up on tv shows, cd's, and movies!

Saturday mornings

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MY FIRST AHA MOMENT ( In my OPRAH VOICE)

Ok so over the weekend I get the chance to watch/catch up on all my shows OPRAH being one of them! Over the last week she really had some good episodes one being the with Iyanla Vanzant. All I can say is Oprah is the woman! Oprah got Iyanla to open up about why she left, her failed marriage, and the loss of her multi million dollar empire! During the interview Iyanla made a good point about how she handle her finances the way she did AND I QUOTE " I HAD A MILLION DOLLARS IN MY POCKET , BUT MY MIND SET WAS STILL ON GETTING A WELFARE CHECK" & " IN ORDER FOR US TO GET MONEY WE DON'T HAVE TO SPEND EVERYTHING WE HAVE ( stop living pay check to pay check). For the two I am GUILTY, I realized that when I get paid I don't have to go and spend all my money because that is the only way to get money, there isn't a problem to save! It prob is not making sense to you guys but it was my AHA moment! So from next paycheck on I will make a conscience effort to only spend what I have to and not the rest, keeping this mind frame I can build a savings! WISH ME LUCK!

DAY 2

I did it! Day 2 in the gym, I cant lie I did not want to be there but if I want the body to be ready for 2011 summer I gots to do what I gots to do! So again I am patting myself on the back!

Ex-convict sisters too overweight to share kidney - Local - SunHerald.com

Ex-convict sisters too overweight to share kidney - Local - SunHerald.com

If it ain't one thing its another!!!

So the other half gets a call from his aunt saying that his mother is in the hospital they found a spot on her lung and want to do more testing! Lawd that's all they need she is a breast cancer survivor...LORD I LIFT MY OTHER HALF FAMILY/MOTHER TO U!!!!!

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REALLY FUCKING PISSED!

Ok So the other half wants to get rid of our second baby! WHY...he sheds all over the place and yes it's very frustrating but to send him away for something he has no control over is WRONG! I love him so sending him to someone else is not an option! I will let yall know what happens!

REALLY...One Monkey don't stop this show!

Well today like I said in my earlier post I was going to the gym...WELL I WENT! YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FOR ME! The kicker in this story is I grab my gym bag and my Itouch and get to walking to the gym as I get in the front of the gym, I go in my bag to get my ID out and then I realized NO GYM PANTS! My first thought was to turn around and use that as an excuse not to work out...NOT! I pressed on yes sir, I worked out in my work pants but change into my work out shirt. So I must say PROUD OF ME! I just pray that I will go the rest of the week. I feel good let's see how sore I will be in a few days!

CONFESSION...CONFESSION...CONFESSION

Ok, I must confess I still have not been to the gym! I know I know, I lost my MOJO! Today I am attempting well I am going to the gym, no if's and's or but's about it! I can't promise that I will go tomorrow or the next day or the next week but TODAY I am going.....WISH ME LUCK!

SO DAMN SLEEPPYYYYYYYYY

Hello Yall ( IN MY BRITTNEY SPEARS VOICE ) I did not get to post anything over the weekend, well I guess I didn't have nothing to post/talk about! The one thing I will say I AM TIRED AS HELL......I don't know who told me to roll over and get some at 3:45 in the morning, BUT LAWD IT WAS WORTH IT! I think I'm also tired because yesterday I had a headache and I was at a friends house and asked if anybody had something, well yes they did his mother as a matter of fact, she gave me a yellow pill LORD OH WHY! NEVER AGAIN!

THE WRONG TIME!

I'm not broke, just financially challenged at the moment, and I DON'T LIKE IT ONE BIT! UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Hard to believe!

You know, when a person has been cheated on and decides to take the person back and work out there differences, sometimes its hard to believe the things they say. I did let go of the whole cheating thing but it's still that 10% of me that says YEAH FUCKING RIGHT YOU AIN'T CHANGE! All I do know is I love him and accept him flaws and all! If anything from this situation I learned to love unconditionally and how to forgive! True colors will eventually come out until then I will take what he says for face value until GOD shows me different!

I LOVE MYJOB, BUT LAWDDDDDDDDDD!

I can honestly say I love my Job, I love my supervisors, my coworkers even when they do get on my nerves! The problem I have are the departments and the people they hire sometimes seem really I don't want to use the word DUMB so I will say slow! They use the same system everyday but wants to keep you on the phone and hold there hand ! I have been on the phone with this one lady for the last 19 minutes MIND YOU SHE IS NOT NEW, but no matter what I will give the best customer service/help desk/system specialist there is! I can't lie there are times when I am rewarded for my hard work and they show appreciation for what I do it lets me know my hard work is not in vain! DEAR HEAVENLY FATHER I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR BLESSING ME WITH A PLACE OF EMPLOYMENT

Ricky Dillard & New G - There Is No Way, featuring Nikki Ross

AMAZING! Thank YOU JESUS FOR ALL YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME, WITH OUT YOU NOTHING IS POSSIBLE!

Ricky Dillard & New G - I Surrender All, featuring Nikki Ross

Every time I hear this song it gets to my heart, this young lady Nikki Ross has such an anointing on her voice. Enjoy!

ONE OF MY PET PEEVES!!!!!!!

It's nothing worst than a grown ass man who still pisses on the toilet....OH WAIT there is a grown ass man who doesn't wipe up his piss after he pissed on toilet......UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! It's real simple once you see you have finished draining the snake and there are drops of piss on the toilet get a tissue and wipe it up! It's not rocket science people!

Homophobic jamaicans Live from Jamaica

So as I was catching up on AOL Black voices and came across this video by a young man named Duke Powell. Powell was in Jamaica when he interviewed a male regarding homosexuality, when the male was asked why are Gay people hated so much in Jamaica his reply was " The bible says it's not right" Powell informed him that the bible also states that it's okay to kill a man, the male had no response! It's a damn shame that hate is spewed like that across America, I decided to go to youtube where Powell has a channel and when I found this video the responses from people were so scary below I copied some of the viewers response to this video :

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Why do gays always say they were born that way? Most homosexuals were molested during their earlier childhood years. At least the ones who are not ashamed to talk about it. It seems as though it was a learned behavior. Homosexuals are a product of molestation. Therefore, it was a choice they learned to ACCEPT. It's like a bad habit that you found pleasure in, but can't seem to stop.
If gays made the choice to accept that behavior, why can't we have our choice to not accept it?"
TheEbonyTV 2 hours ago

"The Serpent and his forked tongue want to conquer all the true Warriors! Death To All BATTY BWOY!!!
AsiaticDisciple 1 day ago"

" The homosexual thing is wrong because it is not right to put your thing in the butt. Then after the ass you put it in the mouth EWEEEEE"

I could of let you guys see more but I could no longer read the hatred, GOD makes no mistake and we all was created from his image. If it's wrong to love another human either male or female , would GOD punishing me for loving someone?????????????? WHY how another lives there life it bothers so many, I will never get it and you know what I don't want to get it!

The Celebrity Apprentice: "She's Here"

I have not been a fan of Celebrity Apprentice only when nothing was on, but after watching this clip IT'S A MUST SEE!

El DeBarge - Lay With You ft. Faith Evans

JUST GOOD OLE R&B MUSIC, GET WELL EL DEBARGE WE NEED YOU BACK!

My prayers go out to him and his family!

VIA AOL BLACK VOICES " BlackVoices.com can now report that R&B veteran El DeBarge has entered a drug rehabilitation center.Having known for several weeks that the 'Second Chance' singer was facing some challenges in regards to his sobriety, his label Geffen Records has now confirmed and issued a statement about DeBarge seeking treatment.
"I hate to disappoint my fans but it is necessary for me to take the time to work on me so that I may continue to share my music and my story with everyone. I thank everyone in advance for their prayers and well wishes and hope that you will respect my privacy during this time," stated DeBarge."
For those out in the world that think FAME is what they want it's a hard game to play! This man has been clean and sober for years and tried to come back on the scene with a come back cd and look what happens. Screw the fame I want the Money!

I LOVE THIS LADY!

She is ABSOLUTELY THE BEST!

Just when u think u have it bad!!!

So when I thought my day was going bad....I get a text from a dear friend of mines that her father is in the hospital with kidney failure again. He was just in there and he made a excellent turn around....GOD if you are telling me to suck it up then that is what I'm goona do. I always think that my problems are the worst and he always shows me there is someone out there doing worst then me!!!

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SOMETIMES ALL U CAN DO IS CRY!

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OVERIT.COM

I JUST WANT TO SCREAM!!!!!!

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If it ain't one thing its another!!!

Ok so the other half had the breaks done on is way to pick me up, he heard the right tire making noise,he checks the nuts to make sure they were screwed on....not one, not two, but three of the nuts are stripped and not holding the tire properly...GOD PLEASE I.HAVE MERCY ON US, I CAN'T AFFORD A CAR AND I HAVE TO GET TO WORK...I JUST WANT TO CRY

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Beyonce - Scared of lonely (with lyrics)

Ok so since my last post...I started to think I"M SCARED OF BEING LONELY! He is my best friend, and my lover!

WHY?

I really hate when my other half is sad or hears some bad news! It makes me sad to see him sad or hurt, not to mention there self esteem goes down the drain! He found out that money he was expecting he is no longer getting, which can cause problems. WHAT PROBLEMS well he already feels like he is a burden since being layed off, he is the type of man that is a real man and feels he should be taking care of home, being that he doesnt feel like he is able to take care of home he feels he needs to leave until he can do better by me. Who would not want a man like that......ME....but here is my thing if we are a couple we are a team I will have your back when times are good and bad ( SOUNDS LIKE A RECORD RIGHT) bad times don't last forever yes times will be tight, we will not be able to do certain things but shit alot of people can't! I love him wholeheartedly and uncondtionally I just pray that he see's that! I just hate it to see him down! Pray for us....OMG I am crying as I write this, I love him so much and don't want to loose him, but I know if the situation doesn't get better it will no longer be us....JUST ME!

LOSING MY ASS!

Okay in the last few months I have put on weight, some in the WRONG places and some in the RIGHT places, when I say right I mean my ASS! I love everything about it I love the way it looks and feels, its thick! I never really had a big ass so when you get one you better hold on too it! Here is the dilemma I am ready to go back to the gym and of course I know with that comes losing weight, but losing my ass HELL TO THE NAW! If anybody out here is reading this, how can I keep my ass and get rid of the weight I no longer want? PLEASE HELP!

BALLERS WHO STILL SCREW JUMOFF'S WITHOUT COMDOMS!

The web and baller scene is all a buzz about Mr. Bryant Kobe was handed paternity papers …Here’s what we’re being told, “Right around the time Tiger Woods was involved in his whole affair mess , a girl Kobe was mixed up with earlier in the year gave birth to his ‘alleged’ child…Kobe paid for her to live in Italy for the last year..She’s returned to the states and is now seeking legal rights.” REALLY KOBE, here is my thing if you are gonna cheat you are gonna cheat no one can stop you or babysit you, but the one thing the cheater can do for there family is WEAR A DAMN CONDOM! Why risk bringing home a fatal disease you are already risking bringing home a child so why not bag it up? I DON'T GET IT! Some times I wish I can be the old me and cheat and have no remorse for the other persons feelings...( THIS WILL BE A WHOLE POST)..But then again why would I want a person that I so called LOVE to be put through that! I'M JUST SAYING!

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2011 Grammy Awards | Cee Lo Green, Gwyneth Paltrow and Muppets"Forget Yo...

I SO LOVED THIS PERFORMANCE, CEE LO & MISS PALTROW DID A GOOD JOB! LOVE THE MUPPETS CLASSIC!

MY GRAMMY HIT'S

MY PERSONAL DIARY~

Hello to whoever is out there reading my crazy ass stories, me bitching and complaining I just wanted you guys to know that I am using this as my personal diary. Yeah you heard right why not I know some of yall or any of yall are prob thinking why would I want the world to see, well like the saying goes if I put it out there in the world then it's no longer mines! Of course there will be certain things that I will keep to myself or certain situations that others may be involved and I will not want to put there business out! To be honest I have 5 followers and thank GOD for them but I don't think any one reads this stuff anyway so hey why not I wish I had more followers but it is what it is they will come! So if you are following and reading this there will be topics that maybe to much if so I understand, I just wanted everyone to know that this is where I can vent and voice my opinion without scrutiny so if you don't like it GET OVER IT!

What does Valentines day mean to you?

So today is national LOVE DAY, yeah the day where everybody celebrates the one that day love! I am all for it, but a friend of mines on face back posted a very true statement..... " HAPPY VDAY PEOPLES BUT IF TODAY IS THE ONLY DAY ROMANCE IS CONCENTRATED ON IN YA RELATIONSHIP, IF TODAY IS THE ONLY DAY U GET FLOWERS, BALLOONS CANDY AND ALL THAT OTHER SHIT THEN U NEED A NEW VALENTINE LMAO, CALL ME LUCKY BUT I DON'T WAIT TILL THE GOVERNMENT GIVE ME A DAY TO LOVE, I LOVE ALL YEAR ROUND AND SO DO MY OTHER HALF!!! HAVE A GREAT DAY BUT WHEN U TRULY IN LOVE VALENTINES IS EVERYDAY!!!" Why is it that we have to wait till a "SPECIAL DAY" to express how you truly love, we don't need to buy gifts on this one day to show love, if that's the case we should be buying gifts 365 days a year because LOVE is a daily thing, it doesn't take breaks! This year honestly I guess the whole Valentines day I am not into well one the other half was layed off so I really don't want to put pressure on him or have him down, I'm looking at it like its just another day, why because it is we celebrate our love everyday! What is yall takes fellow crazies??????????

Not a good feeling!

HAve you ever felt like this picture, cause that is how I feel right now! Pray for me my fellow craziess!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I FELL OFF AT THE GYM!

OK since December 22, 2010 I have not been to the gym...and what is today's date February 11, 2011...yeah you read right! I know I know if you read my past blogs you guys was suppose to be taking a journey with me to this whole health kick thing, but so many things have happened since. For starters my Aunt died of a heartattack in her sleep on December the 21st, I attended the funeral on December the 27th in North Carolina and of course it was the whole Christmas and New Years vacation and my gym was closed. My work out partner/boyfriend was layed off so there went his gym membership! I so hate going to the gym alone but as I type this I am thinking that maybe this is what I need maybe being by myself to clear my head or a break is what I need! Whatever it is I need I know starting next week back to the gym I go!

REATAIL THERAPY IS MUCH NEEDED!

UGHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANKS UPSCALE HYPE

Kelly Price- "Tired" live

.....Other times I'm just tired!

Kelly Price - It's Gonna Rain (Video)

Somedays I feel like this.........

CAN I DO THIS FOR A THIRD TIME?

I'm in a situation where I don't know what to do! I love him GOD knows I do! I will have his back support him and uplift him as much as I can but if the cheating starts again I'm GONE! I love him but I LOVE ME MORE! I will not let his infidelity make my self esteem and self worth go down the drain! NO MA'AM not me! When will enough be enough, yeah he has stood by my side when Iwas sick and been in the hospital, but I also stood by his side too when he was unemployeed not once but yet again! I feel like we are where we were 2 years ago, but this time I will not hold on HE CAN GO! I can do bad by myself! All this is being said to say ENOUGH IS A FUCKING NOUGH! If a man can't value the trasure he has in you BOUNCE! MUAH!

LIFE!

It's funny how life throw's us curve ball, sometimes I feel like DAMN can I get break! But to be honest with you they are lesson that I need to learn! THANK YOU GOD FOR PROBLEMS AND ALL!

UGHHHHHHHHHHHH Getting up!

LAWD can I be honest, I love the fact that I have a job that I enjoy and pays the bills, but when I tell you waking up in the morning for me is like taking a child to the doctor! My alarm goes off every day @ 6:30 am, I lie too you not I press the snooze button 5 times before I even get out the bed. I finally get out of the bed to go to the bathroom and put on a pot of coffee, I GET BACK IN THE BED! Now its 7:15 I get up, get my cup of coffee and then I GET BACK IN THE BED! I fall back to sleep for 10 minutes and before I know it 7:45 rolls around and I am rushing! I HAVE GOT TO DO BETTER! Does anyone else have this problem?

Avery*Sunshine "I Got Sunshine" on Good Day Xtra

This is one of the most talented sisters that have been slept on! I had the pleasure of seeing her in concert and was blown away, take a listen!

Can you turn a hoe into a houswife?

A friend and myself had a conversation about a person we both know. The conversation started out about this persons whorish ways and when I say whorish I mean WHORISH. I know you guys are like what do I mean when I say WHORISH well let me break it down this person will screw anything that has a stick whether they are a top or a bottom ( Top= a person that gives Bottom= a person that receives) gets gangbanged, goes to sex clubs, and GOD only knows what else, but to top it all off this person is not using protection!!!!!!!!! A NO NO NOWADAYS! I am not saying I am perfect I have done somethings and experienced many things but you live and you learn, and the one thing I learned was if I am giving myself up to everyone when it comes to real love will there be be enough of me to give to him? NO! I had to step back and realize that everybody is not worthy of your love or body and until this person realizes that TRUE LOVE WILL NEVER HAPPEN! What do you guys think?

I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW!!!!!!!!!

Where the hell I have been well since the last time I posted something my Aunt died, I lost a so called good friendship of another person I considered a brother, the other half has been layed off, I was sick with pneumonia. Let me see is there anything else Oh yeah my car registration was canceled due to lapse insurance ( yes I paid the bill I just switched ins companies ) My license was also suspended, Luckily since last Friday I am legal to drive! Through all this I continue to walk with my head high and never lost my faith. what doesn't kill us will only make us stronger! I promise I promise to do better! LOVE YALL MUAH!