What's your thoughts on plastic surg!!

As a young boy I never really cared how I looked until about the age of 15 when I came out the closet. Once out the closet I felt that my nose was to big along with my forehead. I felt my ass was pancake flat. As I have got ton older those feelings have went away (somewhat). Even though I have been told countless times I am handsome, pretty, sexy, beautiful etc.....But I think there is always room for improvement...Whats your thoughts? Or am I just that fucked up in the head!!!

BORED AS HELL

UGHHHHHHHHHHH so I am sitting at my desk watching the clock....AND 5 O'clock cannot get here quick enough!!! This week went by so fast I guess with all the work drama and shit it would! Well thanks now Friday is almost upon us!!!! I have no plans for the weekend but to sit there and look stupid, well for me that is hard to do! STUCK UP! I think so! Well let me go in the blog world and see whats going on and bring back to you guys so you can see me rant!!!! MUAH BRB

I just need a peace of mind

Morning it's 9/14/2011 and today all I want is a peace of mind!! Yesterday was somewhat a trying day I let a person take me out of my zone. No I am not kicking myself in the ass for it..it is what it is, I just pray that today brings peace and quite. For today I will sit at my desk doing my work listening to my music and no hip hop I find that it gets me krunk and if I want peace that will not help. I also think I am over Georgia, not by any means do I want to move to New York but I want change. I know this sounds like an excuse but if my parents weren't senior citizens and my grandmother in her late 80's I would move at the drop of a dime. To leave my mother at this time is a no go, not only are my parents older so is my partner's parents, and if something was to happen I'm sure I would feel like shit!!! I know I am just rambling on but these things have been on my mind since yesterday so I am just getting it out of me and off my chest. Well anyway let me get some type of work done and try my best to have the negativity to bounce of me. GOD please keep me safe from any weapon that is formed against me! AMEN!

Are you better you in a relationship?

Today an interesting topic was brought up "I'm not good at being single" and I thought about it for a min and thought neither am I!! When I am single I do the unmentionable in every aspect...Not a good look!!!! What are your thoughts? When you were single have you woke up next to someone and got very where the fuck am I and who the hell are you, or you slept with someone and kicked urself in the ass? I have, but the funny thing is I don't care at that moment they filled a void that I needed filled! I can't lie there have been times when I said WTF did I just do! I will say this being single helps you appreciate your future relationships whether bad or good!

I AM REALLY STARTING TO DISLIKE BANKS

Without me saying so much about my personal info. Wellsfargo charge me 3 times for nsf fess which I knew about but the kicker is they charge me a fourth time and still paid the bill that was trying to collect so lets do the math 35*4+260=400.00. When I was looking at my statement on line there was nothing there showing how and why this amount of money. I contacted customer care and was informed of the transaction above and when I asked" why would they still pay when the funds weren't there" and Customer service response was "It's at our discretion of what they want to pay" So you mean to tell me you are gonna charge all the NSF fee's and then pay them!!!!! BANKS SUCK THINKING ABOUT GOING TO THE OLD DAYS AND KEEP MY MONEY IN A SHOEBOX!!!!

I THINK I NEED TO LAY OFF THE DRINKS!!!

OMG, Ok so on Saturday my bff had a BBQ and the drinks was flowing.....I have never been the type of person that was a drunk texter or drunk crier.......WELL BABY I was the drunk texter on Saturday going off on any and everybody!!!! I AM SMDH TO MYSELF!!!! Let's just say next time I drink I will leave the phone at home!!!! It was bad to point where I to apologize to people!!!! UGHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Monica Featuring Rick Ross - Anything (To Find You)

WOW I love this song even more. Miss Monica gives us a visual for "Anything". The original had LIL KIM on it but Momma Wallace Biggie's mother stop that....SMDH Miss Wallace girl get over urself. Shit outside on Monica Kim did her damn thing Rick Ross sounds like a FAKE ASS BIGGIE!!!!! UGH Officer Rickey get your own style!!!!! Antiway I love it enojoy!~

My new addiction!!!

Ok I am so addicted to these damn noodles!!! I can have my lunch or money in my pocket but crave these damn noodles!!! Yes I know they are no good for you due to the sodium but they taste good and fill you up, and the best part is they are CHEAP!!!! when I go to the store I buy at least 10. SMDH at myself I know you guys are too!

SOMETHING IS REALLY FREAKING FISHY AND I DON'T LIKE IT!!!

About a month ago I lost my Itouch, and today I find it in my gym bag!!! I know I didn't put it there, but I will get to the bottom of it and find out who did! TRUST ME ON THAT! If I think it is who it is (HIM) I am going th HELL off!!! I'm sick of his detective playing ass!!!! 4REAL~

THANK YOU FOR A JOB!!!! BUT LORD KNOWS I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE

Hello Blog world I am done!!!! I am at work and DO NOT want to be here I want to be left the hell alone!!! I am still coming down off my BDAY weekend. Please pray for me!!!

WORK PERFORMANCE EVALUATIONS

Ok so today we get our evaluations...let's see how this turns out! TO BE CONTINUED!

100 MILLION DOLLAR BLACK MAN!

This is an example of "We fall down, but we get up"!!!! Mr. Vick just signed a deal with the Eagles for 100 Mill!! That's right you don't have to take a double look!!! 40 mil is GUARANTEED he will get around 16 mil in each of the first year according to the AJC! Let me say this I am happy for him, and pray that he does what he has to do and not get caught up with bullshit cause with that cash the BULLSHIT will follow! Now that I got that out I NEED TO TAKE UP FOOTBALL WTF 100 mill for running around and tossing a fucking ball!!! Damn can the people that assist others to get health coverage, housing and medication get a quarter of that. I know plenty of agencies that help people with HIV/AIDS to better themselves that would need it! Call me a hater or whatever but their are plenty of people and non profit agencies that can use that money. When the nonprofit agencies are out there in DC marching for funding why are these companies not throwing money out there like that! WELL IT'S AMERICA SO IT IS WHAT IT IS! BUT IT REALLY SUCKS THAT WE HAVE PEOPLE THAT ARE DYING, BUT CAN GIVE A MAN 100 MILL TO TOSS A DAMN BALL. COMPANIES WE HAVE TO DO BETTER DEATH IS KNOCKING AT YOUR BACK DOOR U FUCKERS!!

GET OFF THERE DI@*K!!!!

Finally Mr. & Mrs. Carter announce to the world that she was expecting during her performance at the MTV video awards!!!! I am so happy for the couple and wish them nothing but the best! Once the announcement was made ALL THE HATERS CAME OUT!!! Ugh let them live and be happy, from bloggers to us regular folk everyone has something negative to say Ex: " I refuse to believe she is really days ago she was dropping it like is hot" and she posted pics of her from her 4 concert. Come on now why go through all that what are you trying to prove get off there dick! Oh and lets not forget about the people that thinks she can't sing! U FUCKERS GET OF THERE DICK!

SLEEPY

I am so sleepy this morning, traffic sucked!!!!! The normal way I would come to work was backed up all the way too highway 78. I then decided to go up Scott Blvd. and turn up N.Decatur Rd. Why did I do that it was even worse, so I turn off and make my way to Clairmont and come up the back roads to work.....OF COURSE IT WAS BACKED THE HELL UP!!!! UGHHHHHH I use to always wonder why people would be tired or sleepy coming in to work now I understand! I understand why ROAD RAGE is in America, these people in GA are the worst drivers. the drive like they are Sight Seeing KEEP IT FREAKING MOVING!!!! Have a blessed day guys I just had to go off for a min.

36

So on September 2nd I will be 36!!! WOW is all I can say, I am truly blessed. I remember when I was 16-17 I always would say I would not make the age of 30 due to the life I lived....Robbing, fighting, drugging and getting locked up. God had other plans for me I have lived in several states attended a University and learned how to love! I may not be where I wanna be, but THANK GOD I am not where I use to be. Normally on my birthday I want gifts and lots of them (ESPECIALLY THINGS THAT SPARKLE NO LESS THEN 2 CARETS PLEASE LOL) But this year I just want to be surrounded by my loved ones and enjoy life no fights and no arguments just having fun and love!!! There is nothing better!!!

36 and truly blessed

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I FAILED!!!

Ok so yesterday was suppose to start my FB diet...FAILED majorly within the first 3 hours.....UGH oh well I will keep you posted.....See you in a min I GOT WORK TO DO....FOR REAL!

WATCH THE THROWN...UM I RATHER NOT!

Ok Jigga and Yezzy is some dope ass rappers let me state that off the bat!!! WATCH THE THRONE SUCKS!!!!!!!!!! HATED IT! I am all for them having money, but for us that don't we need not hear what you have on just about every song!!! Also why the hell is the hottest track in my opinon "OTIS"not on the deluxe CD????? What are your thoughts?

WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS PIC, IF YOU HAD TO ADD A CAPTION WHAT WOULD IT BE? MINES IS "EVA MY PUMPS ARE MORE SICKENING THEN YOURS" UR TURN!!

IS ANYBODY OUT THERE!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

Ok when I started this blog, it was to voice my opinion and views on things that go on in the world, and the craziness in my life. To date I have 6 followers YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA for me! THANK U VERY LARGE but no comments!!! My question is "WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU GUYS"......Well anyway I will not let it stop me from posting, yes I may take a break every now and again but I will always post! OH AND TO ALL YOU NOSY BITCHES OUT THERE GET A FUCKING LIFE YOU WASHED UP HAS BEEN! OH YEA I KNOW YOU BE ON HERE!!!

TODAY I AM SAYING NO TO FACE LET'S PRAY IT'S LAST!!!

Ok so today I am challenging myself for a whole 24 hrs not to post on facebook. No status updates or videos!! The one thing I can do is comment on my friends status's!!! This is gonna be hard and also funny!! When I am upset I post on FB to get others views or I just go the hell off and don't care who reads or what they have to think. PRAY FOR ME!!! The good thing is I should be able to put more of my thoughts on here and see what you guys think! WISH ME LUCK!

Angry Grandpa: Pissed After Casey Anthony Is Sentenced.

ALL THE THINGS HE IS SAYING IS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL ABOUT MY JOBS PROPOSE SMOKING BAN AND PAY!

YOU GOT TA BE KIDDING ME!!!!

So this morning I am not feeling it!!! Traffic was annoying and, I get to work 30 min late!! The KICKER is when I get to work my Senior Director says "Damian I have to show you something" she pulls up the company website and it reads" TOBACCO SURCHARGE COMING 2012, starting Jan 1, 2012 ----- University will implement a $50 per person monthly surcharge on medical contributions for faculty and staff who use tobacco products". YES U READ IT RIGHT 50 BUCKS ON TOP OF THE 654.00 PER YEAR THEY CHARGE FOR PARKING!!! YES WE PAY TO PARK........THEY ARE RAPING US!!! I am done!!! SERIOUSLY PEOPLE with all the stress that goes on in departments you want to take smoking away and charge us!!! When it comes to raises we have to wait two years!!! If it wasn't for me needing this Job or having a savings I WOULD BE OUT!!!! TRUST! The good thing in all this I AM QUITING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I REFUSE TO GIVE THEM anymore than I have to to!!!

THIS IS NOT ABOUT YOU GET OVER YOURSELF!

It kills me that whenever you post something on FB the world thinks it's about them!! GET OVER YOUR FUCKING SELF!!! The world does not revolve around you or the ground you walk on! There are many aspects of persons life that does not concern people on FB! STFU! UGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Am I the only one that finds that annoying?!?!?! COME ON! The kicker is after you put ur post up they want to post something 5 min later! CHAWL PLEASE KICK ROCKS AND WHILE U AT KISS MY ASS! U FUCKER! Now back to our regular schedule program!!!

FB AND THE NAMES THAT CHANGE

Ok so of course on FB today (SN: You would think I dont have work to do) I noticed a lot of added names, middle to be exact "PRETTY" and when you look at the profile picture let's just say major FAIL! Everyone can not be pretty, and why change your name to it also when you have a face that only a mother can love!!! UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH GROW UP PEOPLE FB IS USED TO CONNECT WITH FAMILY AND FRIENDS, AND I'M SURE THEY DON'T CARE HOW PRETTY YOU ARE EITHER!!! LET'S BE REAL IF YOU WERE THAT PRETTY YOUR PROFILE PIC WOULD SPEAK FOR ITSELF#IJS! THOUGHTS ANYONE??

"THE 4MILLION DOLLAR KID"

Ok So I was over at my girls necolebitchie.com (SN: When I grow up I want to be like her) and came across this article about Miss,. Willow Smith! She has made People's Magazine's richest teen list!! GET THIS she's not even a teen yet! Miss. Smith racked in a cool 4 million for her song " I whip my hair" !! KUDOS TO THE SMITH'S FOR DOING SUCH A WONDERFUL JOB! NOW CAN YALL COME THE THE THE "A" and rub some of that creativity on me! I would settle for a cool MILL! THANKS!!!

SWINGING WITH THE FINKLES!!!!

Has anyone else sat and watched this before? Of course from the name u can guess what its about. A couple hits a rough patch and decides to swing to add spice into their relationship. Well let's just say it didn't work. My question is would u be able to swing, and what length would u go to save ur relationship? This I have no idea, its so much involved all insecurties will be out the window. Trust would be gone, my feeling is if he is letting me swing with him why can't I do it by myself?!?!?! What do u guys think?

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Peter Gunz Confronts Affion After Making Fun Of Cory Gunz In A Parody On...

Well The spoff did not go to well with one of the rappers "COREY GUNZ" father "PETER GUNZ" and while the comedian was on a radio interview PETER GUNZ popped up to express his distain CHAWLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE It was all in fun and take that damn hood off and shades! GROW UP!

"IN THE FLOW" JAY-Z, KANYE, LIL WAYNE, CORY GUNZ, & FREEWAY (SPOOF)

Ok so comdien AFFION CROCKETT made a Spoff video Of Jigga, Yezzy and others what are your thoughts?

BORED AT WORK

Ok so I have been at work since 8:10 which is early for me and our system has been down!! WHY THE HELL WONT THEY LET US GO HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ugh I feel like screaming and kicking it's so freaking boring! Just needed to get that off my chest! Thanks!