I MISS MY FRIENDS!

I can honestly say today I miss my BFF'S! It has been 2 months since I spoke with them I have seen them but we didnt speak...ughhhhhhh. Yes I am frustrated, I am frustrated because we are no longer friends over a stupid reason I think....see I dont even know why we are not speaking. I just wish as adults they would of came to me to clear the matter up but they didnt. What else gets me is after we stopped speaking he continues to tell my personal bizness...and when I say personal I mean personal how can I ......Well I guess if I can take back a cheating boyfriend I can accept there friendship again...But I dont think I can! We use to sit on the phone for hours chopping it up about nothing or going to the mall....THOSE WERE THE DAYS!

TYLER SIT UR ASS DOWN!

Okay so the battle begins between the creatures of Boondocks and Tyler Perry for an episode that made Tyler look like a flamboyant gay dude - who SEXUALLY HARASSED all the men around him. Um Mr. Perry leave it alone if this is true. You will make people question you more about your sexuality. Why do you care what others think you are making your money and doing the damn thing just be like every other closeted homo in Hollywood and Leave it alone!

Why did they do that to Ms. Sophia!

Okay so the first Drag Queen to host a morning show in the State of Georgia was let go, no reason just one day I turned the radio on and no more Sophia! So as I googled Her/Him this is what I found out. V-103 has not renewed the contract of Miss Sophia (nee Joe Taylor), who was part of the Frank and Wanda morning show and why not? There was no reason or anything! WOW it's ashame MS. Sophia was fun and a charector that brought life to the show...I bet that Damn FRANK SKI had something to do with it....things that make you go ummmmmmm!

Nicki Minaj - Massive Attack ft. Sean Garrett

I CAN ADMIT IT....I AM A NICKI STAN TO THE FULLEST!

Hello Good Morning (Remix)

One of the my other fav's from the BET awards Diddy and the Gurls did there thing, and the BEAT IS KNOCKING! SO HELLOOOOO GODDDDD MORNINGGGGGGGGGGGG!

Chris Brown BET Awards 2010 - Michael Jackson Tribute

I must say this was the best performance of the BET AWARDS 10! I pray that everyone will give him a break! YOU GO BOI!

WTF NE-YO is expecting child

OK...I mean this with no disrespect but I thought he was gay! SHUT MY MOUTH! Mr. Gentleman is expecting his first child with his long time girlfriend Monetta. Well hey I guess if Usher can do it so can he!

Michael Jackson - Billie Jean

Remembering the King of POP!

WOW my o my a year has went by already! I have been a huge Michael Jackson fan since forever! I can honestly say today I HAD THE BIGGEST CRUSH on him! I remember I had all his pics plastered on my wall ( I guess my parents knew from then I was gay..LMAO). I recall a time I even thought I was Michael Jackson! Around the age of 8-9 I was invited to a party across the street at my neighbors house and got dolled up like Michael from thriller I had everything except for the white gloves so I decided to take my fathers white church gloves he used for communion and go to the party I had a blast! the next day I got the ass whoppin of my life it was 1st Sunday the day my father needed the gloves and they were black as tar from me dancing on the floor LMAO......Memories! RIP Michael !

I HAVE A GIRL CRUSH

Okay I AM AS GAY AS THEY COME! Will not be with a female or even entertain the thought of being with one but if i had a choice LAWD MS. AMBER does it for me! Call her what you want, but she has game came in as a stripper and leave as a model/socialite come on man! Her swagger is undeniable! Yes she rode on Kanye's coat tails but so what she did what she had to do to get what she had to get! SHE IS MU DIME CHICK OF THE MONTH!

WHERE THE HELL I BEEN?

Well where should I began? Okay So as you guy's know I went to FL MEM. Day weekend, well anyway I come back doing well working enjoying life, and then on 6/13/10 I was plagued with pneumonia I know right GASP! Here's the thing I was fine until that Sunday night I fell asleep around11:30 and was awoken by severe pain in my lungs around 1:30. Every time I would inhale the pain would get worst! so being the worry wort I tend to be I could not go to sleep. All sorts of thoughts ran through my head what if my lungs collapse, what if i stop breathing while I sleep so I stayed up till about 5:30am and fell asleep finally, I woke at 8 and went to the ER. When I arrived in the ER it was no one there PERFECT you know how some ER's can be very Grays Anatomy "BUSY" well anyway I go to triage and they take my pressure guess what it was 67/40 yes they rushed me to the back EKG and everything and did everything to raise my pressure and calm my heart! I was admitted and when I tell you I so hate the hospital yes it is suppose to be a place for healing but it turns out to be the opposite when you are able to walk or have use of your limbs. I am not one to stay down if I am able to walk, run, use my hands I will not stay in the room or the bed all DAMN day and they could not understand! Just because I am sick I will not let it get me down I refuse because If I do I will let the illness defeat me...HELL TO THE NAW...NO MAAM! Well anywho I was released on Friday yeah a whole damn week but when I was released Idid not feel like DAMIAN! I was still in pain and short of breath. I went home and did not rest like I should I know I know this boi just cant keep still! I had to go see MY DADDY for father's day GEESH! Monday comes around I call out of work and stay home finally! Tuesday comes around and I go in LAWD it was murder I still had the sharp pain in my lungs and felt weak ughhhhhhhh! I stayed for the day as much as I wanted to leave I didnt! The next day I decided to go back to ER like I got 300 bucks for these damn co pay's but better safe then sorry, and they did the norm blood and xrays and here is why the pain is still here I have PLEURISY which is when the lining of your lungs are inflamed from pneumonia and it can last from 10-14 days ughhhhhhhhhhhh! I know WOW right and when I say painful I mean it is painful I am doing better today thank GOD cause for a minute I thought I was a gonner well not really because I have a purpose here so he is not ready to call me home! Well crazies there it is in a nut shell I will be posting regular! LOVE YALL!

Senior Citizens Exercising

Okay so I go to the gym 5 days out the week while there 2 senior citizen Men are also there exercising. If I would guess I think they have to be in there late 70 early 80's. Now don't get me wrong I commend them for exercising and taking care of there health, my Mother does the same thing, but the one thing that scares the crap out of me is what if one of them have a heart attack in front of me! OMG! I think I would be scared for life! Every time I see them on a treadmill I just picture them passing out on the floor and needing medical attention! It scares me! I know I need to get over it the are probably more healthy and active then me! BUT I CAN'T HELP IT! SICK I KNOW! What are your thoughts on senior's exersising?

SORRY FOR THE DELAY...ME TIME WAS NEEDED

Hey Fellow crazies! It has been over a week since I have been letting u guys know what is going on in this crazy head of mines! to be honest nothing, well I cant really say nothing i just been so busy! Vacation with my "SPECIAL FRIEND" in Orlando and you knwo what I loved it. To be honest for a minute I could see myself living there. Of course I was in the tourist location but I LOVED IT! Downtown Disney is not only a place for kids it is alos a place for adults. THE SHOPING was crazy loved every minute of it. I am at the plantaion but I will be posting this week movie reviews and etc...... MISS YALL and see U IN A MIN!

Brandy Performing "At Last" at Key Club. May 26, 2010

THE GIRL CAN SING.......I WISHTHEY WOULD GIVE HER THE PROPS SHE DESERVES! ENJOY!

KELLY PRICE - Tired.mp3

zSHARE - Tired.mp3

Why I FAILED My Math Class!

I HEART HIM........I PRESENT TO YOU QAADIR FOR YOUR VIEWING PLEASURE!

Trey Songz Feat. Keri Hilson - Yo Side Of The Bed (Official Video)

IS HE TRYING TO GET US TO CRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Random Question: When does mental maturity begin?

Hello fellow crazies I had such a wonderful weekend and beginning of the week! My trip to FL is coming up! I am so excited this will be my FIRST vacation in four years...did you read that, FOUR YEARS! I am excited to the point where I can't even sleep through the night! I am almost completed with my packing. Chloe and my other baby (CAR) is squared away! So lets get to the craziness in my mind! Today on facebook a friend of mines posted a a "RT" Random Thought and here is what it said "Why do we "entertain" those who we know deep down is no good for us?" . I commented " U know what I actually can make a list, some do it just to say they did it! some do it to get a bill paid, some do it to get back at others...LAWDDDDD so many reason's not enough space! And I know I have been guilty of it too!" And here is the HATRED the FACEBOOK PATROL WROTE" KEYWORD = ENTERTAINMENT! - IM SURE THATS THE REASON YOU STILL FUK WIT "IM SO PRETTY" EVEN AFTER SHE TALKS BEHIND YA BACK! SOMETIMES WE THINK WERE HELPING THE SITUATION .... WE MUST REALIZE..THE BITCH BEEN THRU NUMEROUS REHABS AND STILL A DIRTY TRIFLING HORSE FACE RUNNY NOSE QUEEN! BUT IT IZ WHAT IT IZ! "

Now here are the things that is so wrong with the comment:
1. He did not even answer the question!
2. Spelling and grammar is way off!
3. He is still concerned with my life
4. He can't move on
5. He posted things I never told him!

Now here is what is right about the comment:
1. We both agree I am Pretty!
2. He proved that there was a reason GOD took him out my life!
3. He confirmed the DEVIL does exist!
4. He answered my random questions....Mental maturity does not have a certain age to start!
5. He is obsessed with me!

This is one battle I chose not to fight! I refuse too break down what I build in four years. This is one battle that I have to put in GOD's hands! HELP THEM FATHER FOR THEY KNOW NOT WHAT THEY DO!

WHAT A CHANGE!

Janet looked so AMAZING at the London premier of Tyler Perry's Why Did I Get Married Too! I knew Janet's new do would be perfect on her! Remember last week when I said she should smile and lose the sunshades! What do yall think crazies?

mo money mo problems (best quality)

Biggie smalls - juicy

RIP BIGGIE.....THERE WAS NONE BEFORE YOU AND THERE WILL BE NONE AFTER YOU!

We as Americans are SPOILED BRATS!

Haiti's population is 9,035,536. Only 15 years and older can read or write. They Have one national Holiday for the year Independence day January 1. In 2008 the minimum wage was 25 cents an hour so, about 2 dollars a day! Two dollars a day is not enough for transportation and two meals. But us we complain about being so tired and we need a day off! We have eleven national holidays 7 for which we get a free pass to have a day off, and lets not count the time we accumulate from our places of employment! Imagine living in Haiti making two dollars a day! In America the minimum wage ranges from 6.25-8.25 an hour depending on the state you live in. And we still complain it's not enough! If I was to make 8.25 an hour that is roughly 660.00 for 2 weeks. In the area I live in you can rent an one bedroom apartment for 350.00 yet an still we complain!

I have some more facts for you that will make you drop your jaw! Let's move on to South Africa. In South Africa there is no health care for the 5.5 million people that are living with the AIDS virus. There is about 10000 deaths a day due AIDS, but in the good US of A there is no such thing as not having health care as long as we have a Government that assist people living with AIDS. Did you know that our government offers a program that assist people with AIDS. The program pays rent and gives monthly food stamps all while sitting at home. Do we take advantage? NO! We sit at home a complain! Why are we so ungrateful? Why do we complain about the small things, when compared to other countries we are living like KINGS AND QUEENS. YES I AM GUILTY OF COMPLAINING TOO, but as I became older I learned
to appreciate the job that keeps a roof over my head, food on my table and clothes on my back. Today I am learning to appreciate my Government that assist people with the deadly disease called AIDS, or that allows me to retire with a pension. There are so many FREE programs out here, but do we take advantage no....we just sit on our tails and do nothing! AMERICA WE NEED TO GET IT TOGETHER!

LOOK WHAT MONEY DOES TO PEOPLE!

Now why would MS. NENE go and mess up her face like this! She was beautiful without this obvious nose job! I CAN'T AND I WONT NO MA'AM! MS.NENE PLEASE COME BACK...and since we on calling people back LIL KIM WE SEE U! Fellow craziess what do yall think?

I never knew Whoppi had man!

Source: Mediatakeout

Tiny and Toya "Tryin' ta Tawk"

TOO DAMN FUNNY! I LOVE THE REAL ONE'S BUT THIS RIGHT HERE!!!!!!!!!!!! ROTFL

I AM SO HAPPY TO HAVE THESE TWO IN THE WHITE HOUSE!

CAN I PLEASE CATCH UP WITH THE TECH TIMES!

Okay so since I started blogging there are a few things that I realized. 1. When I am out and about and want to post something I seen or something that is on my mind I can't! Why you ask, well I am still stuck with my old trusty MOTO Q that does not upload pics or send.....can we say frustrating! But here is where it gets more nerve wrecking my cell phone provider is sprint they have descent phones but not the best! As a loyal SPRINT customer I get 75-150.00 dollars off a new phone and oh yeah I have to sign up for a new 2 year contract ( BOY THEY SURE KNOW HOW TO GET YA). WOOPTY DOO.....the phones cost more then I pay for rent! I might have to bite the bullet and just pay 400-500 dollars for the new HTC EVO out 6/4/10!

Trey Songz - Yo Side of the Bed feat. Keri Hilson OFFICIAL Video Trailer

All I can say is wow! This is a teaser and I am so looking forward to the full monty! Do it YALL!

I am so loving AVEENO POSITIVELY RADIANT

Okay so every three months I change my skin care products. Not sure why, I guess in my mind my skin gets use to what I have been using for the last three months! So I decided to Dump proactive ( MY SKIN IS NOT BAD! BUT THE STUFF IS GOOD) and go with Aveeno's Positively Radiant line. When I tell you in LOVE with this I am! My skin is smooth and just looks and feels fresh! I recommend this product to anyone who is looking for a change. It has Soy complex and it evens out your skin tone. This Product is Oil-free, hypoallergenic and contains SPF 15. Who can ask for anything more! Price for these wonderful products: Cleanser is 7.99 Moisturizer is 16.99 the price may seem steep but when it comes to our skin should it matter? I purchased my products from CVS. Walmart could be cheaper!

Pics from the world music awards!

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